THEO'S POINT OF VIEW
I was so depressed I wasn't trying to make her uncomfortable why did I even touch her i'm stupid I wanted to ask her to be my girlfriend ugh I'm so stupid."WHY,WHY,WHY!"as I say in my head.So as trying to forget about it or HER I see a bottle of vodka given to me at Christmas,so i decide to open it but before I do I read the label and it said 'Bonn Au tau' which he looked concerned and realized it was French for 'The soothing Joy' so convinced by the name I drank all of the vodka.
later on in the evening,I decided to get out a razor blade and sharpen it after I got the razor blade and jabbed it into my arm and dragged it along my arm and whispered softly whilst crying,"THIS IS FOR YOU ELLA JARVIS I LOVE YOU MY DARLING",after that i forgot that Joe was coming around to give me some news,I heard a continuance of a knock my door even if I might be on the floor blacked out I can still hear.
They both came in to see me on the floor in my own pool of blood that might be cold by now lying cold with my hands in one direction and my feet one way. To me its a mumble I heard one say lets call the ambulance why did he do this to himself until the other one said look at 'Bonn Au tau',the one were got him for Christmas .
The ambulance was here to take me in I felt my body lifted up and heard the Doctor say 'QUICK GET HIM TO THE HOSPITAL NOW AND GIVE HIM AN A.V line.By that time I was of to the hospital. Just before left i herd people crying my hart sank and thought why did do this.
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FanfictionThis story is about a handsome guy called Theo James who is loving and caring and he meets this girl called Ella they love each other and they have to make drastic choices for drastic measures
