The Dicision

Chapter 9:Tears

I heard the door open but I ignored it and continued to cry. Until I noticed who it was and right now was not a very good time. He sat on the bed and hugged me. I didn't bother to get him off I need comfort. "It's gonna be ok." he said anger bubbled inside of me he was the reason I was crying and now he says everything is going to be ok? I continued to cry ignoring what Trevor was saying.

He got up off the bed and lied done next to me. He kissed my neck. I felt confused I didn't know how I felt was I mad or sad is it ok for me to like Spencer and to confess what I really felt for him. I mean I guess I liked Trevor. Who am I kidding I feel like I don't even know who I am anymore. I got up off the bed leaving Trevor looking confused. I opened my suitcase and grabbed some faded high waisted shorts, "new twerk city" cropped tank top and white converse and headed to the bathroom that was in the room. I turned around "are you gonna get out" I said throwing in a little sass "uhh..yea...bye" he said heading for the door. He was about to say something but before he could I shut the door in his face. Damn I have some serious sass going on. I turned to the shower and stripped done my clothes. I when I was done I got out and changed into my clothes, I curled my hair and fixed it up a little ( her tips are dyed ombré) I tied my shoe laces, grabbed my iPhone 5s, shoved it in my back pocket and walked out the door "are you finally ready to go?" Jenn asked "how long was I?" I asked "about 30 minutes" Andrea said focusing on twitter. "I wasn't that long" I said "whatever, LETS GO SHOPPING!!" Andrea yelled excited "well someone wants to go shopping" I said. He headed to the door. I saw Spencer talking to Jc. "Hi I'm Jc Caylen" he said putting out his hand "I'm Alexa Felix" I said shaking his hand smiling. I took my phone out and handed it to him so we could exchange numbers. He took his out and grabbed mine which was already unlocked

I typed my number. My contact was under 'Alexa❤️❤️' when he passed my phone back I looked at contacts and saw that he was under

'Jc😉' I turned my phone off. Spencer came up to me "be careful ok?" he asked I smiled "I'll be fine," I said. Before I could say anything else he smashed his lips into mine. I was suprised but kissed back.

I remembered Trevor was here and pushed him aways "Spencer, were not-" I was about to finish the sentence but Andrea cut me off "hey, Alexa come on Rebecca's waiting for us at the mall" I turned around and walked over to Andreas car (If she doesn't have a car I'm sorry) i felt my eyes pierce with years a little so I looked down so nobody could see. I really didn't like crying in front of people.

First of all I didn't need anybody to ask "are you ok?" I just didn't like people worrying about me second of all people would think I'm weak and I'm really not I just don't like people thinking that.

I got in the back seat, Andrea was driving and Jenn was in the passenger seat and we were of to the mall.

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