Late Nights & Early Mornings .

unpleasant .

yeah , you told me what to look out for when I met you but , I kinda felt as though that was a metaphor for all the pain endured with your last bitch .. what I didn't know was that your heart was this damaged .

it's crazy cause I know I could prevented it .. but that's out of my reach now isn't it ?

or isn't it ? I don't think i'd ever get to prove it cause the way you been moving lately makes me feel real stupid , stupid like I didn't pass the 9th grade , stupid like I couldn't spell lemonade .. yeah , that type of stupid .

you make me nervous , I feel like all this tension is gonna be worth it .. but what if it isn't ?

what if I fuck with you harder then you fuck with me , what if ole girl you used to love imprinted on you and now you're scared of me .. what if you can't even see me for me because , that's too much of a risk in your head ?

I had a dream you made love to me and told me I had your heart and .. you wanted me to hold it . I had a dream you kissed me so deeply , all that was in the air was emotion ..

that deep shit that makes people nervous .

I had to be careful with my eyes cause I knew I could shut everything down with just a glance .

I knew I could've seduced you , I knew I could make you do whatever I wanted by this look of voodoo ..

do you believe in love boo ? cause I think I love you .. you know i'm the one too so , why get so shaken up when I could be the one to provide you - with , that dope ass feelin' , that smooth ass feeling of love and protection .. but you won't let me .

you push , then I pull cause I just wanna feel you .. but ? it's no use cause ole girl got you feeling immune too .

sometimes I wish I would've met you first .

sometimes I wish .. you wouldn't have been cursed by past lovers , who didn't see your worth .

now i'm stuck dealin with pain I ain't cause , that's okay ! I still got this unconditional feeling for you anyways ..