Narrator : From a young age y/n was dignosed with permenent depression , Anxity and mood disorders she was haveing truble fitting in at school but she had a best friend named jeon jungkook she liked him and she invited hime over to her house when she could or she'd go to his. One day jeon stoped comeing over and she grew very sad the next day she was pined to the ground and y/n screamed for jeon to help her but she was in pain when he walked away and the bullies cut a 3inch cut into her back and it was deep so she bled alot she went home and told her brother tea min he was mad he just huged his big sister in pitty. She never gave up on the fact that one day jungkook would be her friend again she was so sad she would wait for him one day when she was 10
She went to wait at his house " jeon please talk to me what did i do ? " she pleeded so badly crying " LEAVE ME ALONE YOU , YOU , YOU SLUT I HATE YOU I HOPE YOU DIE !!!" jeon snaped at her she stood there. "Jeon....... im sorry for whatever i did and i love you so bad your my best friend even if i dont know what i did wrong and you said mean things and made me sad i will always have you in my heart cuz your so special to me" y/n said to him jeon didnt want to hear anymore she he left her so she could rot. She was still there and she cried as he left. A few months later she would be by play by her self jeon could see it since he lived across the street from her and her rich family it made him sad that one day he saw her sitting down and sad crying saying im sorry. She had been bullied so bad that day from other kids in other schools they beat her up while insolting her saying all the things jeon jungkook once told her
when she was in the 7th grade they skiped her 2 grades so she was 13 and was in highschool , she had grown to be a young ,smart , bautyful girl she was pretty to the boys she was the hotie of the school she was asked out many times but she said the same thing " no " over and over again she was also known for being the raper and singer plus dancer of the school but deep down she wanted jungkook to be nice to her but other than that he was in the back of her mind she would usually forget him and focuce on her life. One day y/n was walking and jeon had his head phones on and couldnt see the crazy drunk man so
y/n raced and pushed him and she was hit with the car. Jeon rushed to the hospital with her and the doctors said she had amnesia so when he cried by her bed side she woke up " who are you ? " y/n said to jeon " its not inportant but im so sorry" jeon reasponded " should i reamember you ?? " she said in confusion " no but goodbye " he said walking out of the room.
She had entered a adution and she was in a band(First one on the left is abby the next one is DeniseAylin , Avril, Y/n , next is Winter and last but not least ema )
They were called the Akumas she left and became well known but she was still depressed and she was all alone wondering who is she missing and now she is with the bts members why did she feel so conected with jungkook ???? Why was jeniya stilll in the group after cutting her ??? Why couldnt she reameber some stuff ??
All these things keep her up at nightHOPE you enjoy edit :I changed jeniya so pretend that jeniya got kicked out of the Akumas so then ema came in to take her spot light
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FanfictionY/n has a big past but meets bts and she feels a strong conection with jung kook but she has never met him so she dosent know why she feels like this. She soon realizes that bts really loves her but she still feels depressed WARRNING : SELF HARM...