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09 | Nightmares

(Hoseok's POV)

Ugh dammit i need to tell Yoongs how i feel but I'm so scared. I already know he likes me back but what to say what to say. I need to do something cute for it. I GOT IT!! I'll pretend to have a nightmare and wake him up in the middle of the night cause I'm scared and then see if he'll go to the coffee shop with me. I've just got to wait for this plane to land. It's only 10 and a half hours from now. DAMMIT I FORGOT THE FLIGHT WAS THAT DAMN LONG. I might as well sleep.

(Yoongi's POV)

I kept looking at Hoseok, he looked like he was thinking about something but i didn't question it. He started to drift off to sleep and his head eventually landed on my shoulder. I couldn't help but look at his adorable sleeping self. His features looked so soft from his fluffy hair and smooth, flawless skin and oh my god I'm falling more in love even though he will never be mine, him sleeping on my shoulder just feels so natural.

10 hours 25 minutes later

Please prepare to land as we will be landing in 10 minutes

(Hoseok's POV)

I woke up laying on Yoongi's shoulder and I quickly sat up blushing that wasn't planned. whoops. "Sorry Yoongs I didn't mean to fall asleep on you like that." I said quickly. "You're fine Hoseokie I don't mind. I'm happy you slept were you at least comfortable?" Yoongi asked "It was very comfortable Yoongs but why are you happy I slept weren't you bored with no one to talk to?" I asked as I started to feel bad for falling asleep.

"Of course I was bored but it's an airplane anyone would have been plus I'm happy you slept because you've been working yourself really hard with dancing lately and it was comforting to know you were getting the sleep you needed and now you can be all rested up for our first day in Fiji!!!" Yoongi said with excitement. shit. Yoongi knows I haven't been sleeping. How can I play this off. shit shit shit. "Well we will be landing soon and we will only have time to drive to the hotel and get checked in before it's too late to do anything." Yoongi said breaking my thoughts. "Okay so I guess we can just get all settled, eat dinner and sleep and have our first actual day tomorrow." I said trying not to visually freak out. "Sounds like a plan Hobi!!" Yoongi said excited.

(Yoongi's POV)

I could tell something was bothering Hobi I just couldn't figure out what it was and it was starting to scare me a little. He started shaking in the car and said he was okay and he seems off a bit right now but maybe he's right it's nothing. I'm just gonna keep an eye on him and make sure he's okay.

Time Skip to hotel (Hoseok's POV)

I knew my behavior was scaring Yoongi and that's the last thing I wanted to do but I just didn't know what was causing me to act like this. I'm gonna scrap my plan for a fake nightmare and actually try to sleep tonight to make him feel better. We had already checked in and eaten dinner and we were just chilling and watching tv before going off to sleep.

"Hey Yoongs I'm gonna go shower and go to sleep. See you in the morning." I said breaking the silence between the two of us. "Okay Seokie sleep good." Yoongi said back and I swear I saw a little smile cross his lips. I had showered and changed to go to sleep and I was hoping I'd make it through the night. Yoongi had gone to sleep sometime while I was showering. I laid down and to my luck could feel myself drifting to sleep at the thought of Yoongi's little smile when I said I was gonna sleep.

Hoseok's dream (3rd person POV)

Hoseok was walking through the streets of Seoul hand in hand with his boyfriend Yoongi and they were laughing and talking and having a good time. All of a sudden someone came out trying to rob Hoseok and they put Yoongi at gunpoint to get Hoseok to do what they wanted and after Hoseok listened and did everything he was told they shot Yoongi in the head and ran back to their van.

Time skip to somewhere around 2 in the morning (Yoongi's POV)

I was woken up by Hoseok screaming in terror and I immediately got up and ran to see if he was okay. When I got to his room he was sitting up hugging his knees and crying. "YOONGI!!!!" Hoseok yelled as he ran to me and engulfed me in the biggest hug I had ever gotten. I felt him start to sob into my shoulder "thank god you're okay." I heard him whisper quietly. "Of course I'm okay Seokie. what happened?" I said trying to calm him down as I ran my hand through his hair. I was genuinely worried about him. Hell I love him more than anything in this world and it hurts me to see him in this much pain. "I.. I uh had a nightmare." he said hesitantly. "What about Hobi?" I asked wanting to know how I could help. He looked hesitant to answer me. "If I tell you it would reveal certain feelings that someone told me you felt the same but I don't want to risk it." he said. "Hoseok what do you mean? please tell me I won't think of you any differently. I promise." What was he talking about feelings. Does this have something to do with Namjoonie hyung. "Well um can we move to the couch my legs hurt?" He asked quietly. "Of course we can Hobi! as long as you tell me what the dream was about." I said trying to force a smile. I was really worried about Hoseok and i was really hoping he was okay.