Marvel X Reader ~ Oneshots

Loki X Female Reader (Fluff) (Two Years Late)

Summary
After two years, you finally received work from Tony Stark again, giving you something to do other than live your usual boring life. Over the time you were absent, you couldn't help, but miss a certain god who had made a huge impact on your life as not only a good friend of yours, but as your secret admiration. So when the god of mischief shows up out of the blue, your left stunned and with the task of watching over the troublesome man while the avengers are out saving the world. You couldn't be happier to see him, and with that, happier to be left in solitude with him. Who knows what could happen if you both were left in the Avengers tower, maybe it will turn into something more than just babysitting.
A/N:
Don't be afraid to give me some constructive criticism, I'm always looking to become a better writer, though try to make it constructive and not destructive. Enjoy!

REQUEST MADE BY: bokhoottoo
Hi!!! Can you please write a Loki/Reader? Preferably in a domestic setting like they're hanging out at the tower or something among those lines? Thank you!!!!
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You laid yourself across Tony Starks red velvet couch. It was beyond comfortable, you nearly found yourself sinking into the fabric as your eyes began to drop. You felt the cloth brush against your soft skin, exhaling softly as you finally shut your eyes and took a moment to relax. You had pulled an all nighter the night before, so now your schedule had been completely thrown off, and you felt as if you couldn't do anything that took a real thought process. You had almost found yourself falling asleep, before twitching and being awoken by a loud voice marching into the room,"That's your solution? If you think that'll stop them you've got another thing coming."Tony argued with someone, the sound of more footsteps following behind him as they entered at the far side of the room. You knew of the events that were unfolding, another powerful race was planning to unleash their army among earth and the avengers had to swoop in to save it. You were currently fighting the science side of the situation, having worked with Tony and the avengers many times before. You found however that they never invited you to be an avenger, they only would call you in when you were needed, then send you back home. It was disappointing really, you often felt under appreciated, but the thought of just working with the avengers in general was an honor you supposed. Not to mention that being an avenger must be a real headache with the world on your shoulders. Just through the night you worked previously you already were exhausted. Even this time around they only needed your help on a few pin points, but it seemed Tony and Bruce handled it for the most part. You knew you had to get up, knowing they might need you and that you probably couldn't sleep anyway from the arguing happening in the kitchen. You placed your hands firmly on the couch and pushed yourself up, your eyes barley open as you glanced over to see Tony, Steve, Natasha, Thor...and Loki. Your eyes surely widened at the sight of him, you wondered why he was here. From what you knew he should be in Asgard, the only other reason for him to be here would be if he had use, right? You listened in closely on their conversation, they were all grouped up, except for Loki who was leaning against the wall away from the conversation.
"Look, there obviously planning their attack in London, and they don't have their hands on what they need yet. With the help of (Y/N), we've managed to figure out their weakness."Steve began to announce his idea for a plan of attack, mentioning your contribution which made you smile, and earned a look towards you from every person in the room, including Loki. You almost couldn't help, but feel that Lokis glance was the only one in the room that mattered to you, his gaze piercing into yours as he offered you a sly smirk, and then looked away,"I say we prepare in London. Well be ready for them, and we know how to shut them down."Steve stood in the middle of the four, nodding his head as he gave each of them a glance,"Do we agree?"Steve questioned everyone for confirmation, Tony rolling his eyes and placing the drink in his hand back onto the counter.
"Not really, but I don't have a better idea. Let's do it."Tony nodded his head, and the others concurred. Lokis presence still confused you, it didn't seem like they needed him, and you would doubt the avengers would ever want to work with him considering his past. He may have been left off the hook around the avengers, but from what you knew if he was seen on the streets he'd be arrested on site. Not to mention that just because they let him around the avengers didn't mean they'd let him be an avenger or contribute anything to this world. Tony then began to stride past them and into a nearby hall, most likely to retrieve his suit since he was the only one not in their armor,"Alright, give me a second before we go."Tony spoke as he trotted down the hall past the others. Natasha looked around the room and eventually glanced over at you, cracking half a smile as she leaned against the counter.
"Were you sleeping on Tony's couch? You look tired."Natasha stared at you head on, and since her speaking broke the silence, both Steve and Thor looked at you as well. You felt a little embarrassed for have been sleeping on the job, proceeding to brush yourself off and stand up. You tried your best to fix your hair without a mirror, patting it down and brushing your fingers along the skin below your eyes to clear away the tired look.
"Sorry, I definitely am tired. I was up all night trying to figure out what the hell those things are about." You flashed back to last night when you had stared at a screen for 8 hours, rubbing your eyes again as you approached the counter, and covered your mouth when you silently yawned.
"(Y/N), you've done quite enough to help us. I think you deserve some rest. Well be on our way, and I'm sure Tony won't have a problem letting you spend the night here."Steve reassured you, giving you a genuine smile as you returned the smile back to him.
"Thank you. It'd be quite a task for me in this state to drive three hours from here to get home." You giggled to yourself as you shook your head, Steve leaning off the counter and standing tall.
"No problem, (Y/N)."Steve responded, silence falling between all of you again as the question of Lokis presence came to your mind, but you felt it might seem rude to ask. Steve turned to Natasha and Thor, beginning to start up casual conversation as you found yourself thinking about Loki again. You for some reason felt weird having him around, it had been two years since the last time you two saw each other. Even when he did leave, he left without a goodbye, and you two were actually really good friends. There wasn't a pair in the avengers with such a similar sense of humor like you and Loki had, and the constant mean remarks you both made towards each other were always very fun. However once again, you found yourself feeling awkward and strange this time around. You couldn't be happier to see the god of mischief, but it almost felt wrong. Your head was turned down towards the counter, your arms crossed and your eyes fixed on a specific spec on the marble table as you thought about all of these things. You always seemed to do this action when deep in thought, and when Steve or Tony were around when you were working, they knew it was your method of concentration. Steve noted your weird staring contest with the table, deciding to point it out since Thor and Natasha seemed to be traveling off with their own chat.
"Something on your mind, (Y/N)? Your doing your weird staring at the table thing."Steves commentary caused you to perk up from your state, looking at him almost like you didn't know what he said, until you pulled yourself back into reality.
"Right, uh..."You stumbled over your words, looking everywhere, but into Steves eyes,"I don't know if this is a rude question."You spoke under your breath, surely this conversation could only be heard between you and Steve,"But why is Loki here? Did he help you guys with something? Or did Thor have to take him with you guys out of trust?" You questioned knowing he'd be the one person to know if anyone, and it seemed that he did as he answered your question instantaneously.
"Actually, a little bit of both."Steve gave a look to Loki as he spoke,"These alien creatures, Loki actually knew quite well at one point. So Thor brought him here at the request to get some intel on them."Steve explained,"However, as nice as it was to get some help from someone like him, I don't think anyone here trusts him or wants him around."Steve glared at Loki, making you feel guilty that someone would speak this way of him,"Thor tells us he's changed, but I'm not convinced."Steve sneered at Loki once more, shaking his head as he leaned away from you since he no longer had to whisper. You furrowed your eyebrows and hummed in response, glancing over at the man in gold and green. You were about to approach Loki, stepping only one foot towards him before Tony entered the room, suited up and adjusting an arm band of his armor. All the eyes in the room looked to Tony, your immediate thought to ask permission to stay in the tower.
"Hey, Tony. Before you guys leave I was gonna ask if you'd mind if I stayed here for the night?"You asked politely, folding your fingers together in front of you as you rocked back and forth on your toes. Tony took a moment to finish whatever he was doing with his armband, turning his head up to you and responding.
"Oh no, I wanted you to stay the night here anyways. You're gonna babysit the war criminal."Tony turned his head to Loki a few feet from the both of you, pointing his finger in his direction. Loki took a moment to actually glance up and look at everyone, cocking an eyebrow and pointing to himself as well.
"Me?"Loki stated simply, his gruff and low voice sending shivers down your spine, you had nearly forgotten what his voice sounded like.
"Yes you. You may have given the appearance that you've changed, but I still don't trust you."The man of iron turned his whole body towards Loki, taking small steps towards him. Loki felt a grin tug at his lips, turning his head away from Tony as he straightened up.
"Hmm, I'd imagine."Loki agreed, rolling his eyes and crossing his arms. Your body had surely tensed up by now, your cheeks were hot and your eyes were glaring at Tony angrily.
"Tony, that's ridiculous..."You angered after him, hearing Loki chuckle softly to your right after you had spoken.
"Well, you tell me if leaving a man who once tried to destroy New York and thousands of innocent lives should be left alone...Especially left alone in, I don't know, New York."Tony glared at Loki, looking him up and down suspiciously, as Loki smiled and seemed to take it as a joke,"And what's the real problem here, (Y/N)? Last I checked the times you two have seen each other, you two have gotten along great, a little too great I'd say."Tony countered, making you blush with his last phrase since everyone in the room seemed to know what he had been talking about. You and Loki were always good friends and the avengers teased you about it, though you knew deep down they were disappointed and disapproved of you and the mischievous man becoming close. You felt Lokis smirk behind you after Tony spoke, trying your best to shake it off and pay straight attention to only Tony at the moment. He had finally given you no reason to argue, but after a year of never seeing Loki, it felt strange to have to spend time with him alone, and you knew deep down you still had a thing for him,"We won't be gone long. There's a guest room down that hall, it's the third door down to the left for you to stay in."Tony pointed two fingers in the direction of the hallway, turning his head back towards you as he noticed your worried expression. Tony huffed briefly,"Problem?"Tony asked you, your thoughts wandering to a completely separate question that concerned you.
"...Um, isn't Loki going to have a room?"You asked, looking over at Loki for a moment nervously as you began to think about sharing a bed with him. Tony took a second to think, humming as he looked towards the floor. Quickly, Thor stepped in and solved the issue, stepping to the side of you.
"No need to worry about that. I should be back in time to take Loki and I back to Asgard by twelve."Thor reassured, you automatically sighing in relief as you rubbed the building headache among your head. Tony turned to you again, shrugging.
"See, only 5 hours, that's not too bad."Tony proclaimed, leaving you with no choice, but to have to agree to his circumstances,"Right?"Tony asked once again, tilting his head as he waited for you to agree. You bit your lip, clearing your throat before speaking.
"Alright."You gave Tony a sarcastic smile as he nodded his head and began walking past you, hitting your arm and softly chuckling.
"Fantastic."Tony cheered, stopping for a moment as he walked back the few steps he had just taken. Tony put his back to Loki, leaning in close to you,"And if the god tries anything, you know there's weapons hidden all around this house."Tony spoke softly, leaning away from your ear and continuing his walk to the balcony. Only seconds afterwards did he begin to speak to someone through the cellular like phone he had in his suit, figuring he was most likely talking to Nick. Then, he lastly spoke,"Yes, were on our way."He then glanced back at the three others who were to join him, Thor walking to the balcony as well, while Natasha and Steve most likely had to take the elevator. Natasha stood by you before she continued to walk with Steve, giving you an ironic smile as she patted you roughly on the back.
"Have fun."She trotted past you, her and Steve exiting the room towards the elevator, as you and Loki stood in absolute silence. You kept your eyes at the floor, feeling his eyes on you as you finally glanced up to meet his gaze. He had a content smile on his face, actually taking in his features again to regain familiarity. His raven hair was slicked back, his blue and green eyes staring you down as no words were spoken. You wanted to break the silence, for it was making you feel awkward, though Loki seemed unbothered.
"...You look different."You weren't sure what to say, so the first thing about him that came to your mind you decided to comment on. Loki tilted his head, leaning off of the wall as he uncrossed his arms.
"Do I? What looks different?"He wondered, stepping away from the wall and towards the couch where you had just been laying. You followed him slowly, only moving forward slightly before stopping in front of a few steps down the floor to the couch he went around. You mumbled a few ums before actually answering his question, nervously picking at the skin on your hand.
"Um...well, your outfit is certainly different."You noted his change in clothes, though he was wearing his usual green, gold, and black, as well as the formal wear the asgardians had,"And your hair seems longer." You spoke quietly, a crack in your voice in the middle of your sentence. His hair was definitely a feature you noticed, his hair was now moving slightly down his shoulders. His back was to you as you responded, turning around slowly, he looked at you with a small smile on his face.
"Hm, indeed it is."Loki chatted, before turning his eyes ways from you and towards the large windows that showed the beautiful night sky and city lights. You hoped this awkwardness wouldn't last the whole time you had to spend time with him. You two were never awkward, things were always very light and careless. You shunned yourself for acting this way, and panicked when Loki noticed it.
"Why do you act like I'm a stranger to you? I'm a little offended that you seem like you don't want to be here."Loki finally pointed it out, himself tilting his head and lifting an eyebrow at you. You swallowed the lump in your throat, you two making eye contact as you stuffed your hands in the pockets of your jeans. Your breathing began to relax, and you tried to push away this weird facade. You eventually sighed and gave in, pushing your (H/C) hair behind your ear and smiling to yourself.
"I'm...sorry, Loki."You began to walk closer to him, slowly making your way around his presence,"I guess I just feel strange seeing you again after two years of you being gone."You tensed up after speaking in that way to him. The way you phrased your words made it almost seem like you were dreading to see him again, and you knew Loki wouldn't let this slide.
"You missed me, did you?"Loki grinned mischievously, looking at you and softly chuckling.
"How did I know you'd say that."You giggled, rolling your eyes and scratching your cheek as you maintained eye contact with him.
"You know me well, I suppose."Loki replied, both of you still standing in front of each other. There was a small silence between you two, but it didn't take long for Loki to speak.
"So, what shall we do this evening?"Loki asked for your thoughts, glancing at a clock on the wall, reading 7:24. You honestly didn't have anything in mind. There wasn't much to do in here except maybe watch TV or listen to music, and you figured Loki wasn't very interested in either of those things. You huffed, pursing your lips as you glanced back over at him again.
"Well I'm babysitting you aren't I? Perhaps we could play dolls or tell stories."You joked, a smile lighting up your face. Loki chuckled, your heart feeling light as a feather when you heard his laugh again.
"Mhm, I think I'd prefer a drink."Loki gave you a real genuine smile, your immediate action to begin walking towards the bar.
"I think I prefer that idea as well."You finally felt comfortable with him again. You weren't sure if he would be a different person...or even have possibly forgotten about you. It was good to know that neither of those things were true. You walked behind Tony's bar, leaning down to the cabinets and seeing all his bottles of wine and champagne. You knew he'd be pissed if you took some of it, but for the sake of you and Loki enjoying yourselves, you did it anyway. You pushed yourself up, grabbing a bottle of wine from the small wooden cabinet and placing it on the counter with a small clink. It took Loki a moment to finally find himself roaming towards a bar stool and taking a seat. He sat in front of you as you began to prepare the drinks, his eyes on you while yours not on his own making you feel a bit flushed.
"Tell me if I'm wrong, but Stark seems pretty close with his alcohol, are you sure you should be touching it?"You cracked half a smile when he asked of your troublesome acts. You clinked the sides of the wine bottle with your fingernails, leaning against the counter and drawing your eyes up to his.
"I doubt he'll even notice, and if he does I'll just tell him he's the one who put us here in the first place without anything to do."You shrugged, trying to push any problems you'd possibly have to deal with to the back of your mind. Loki slyly grinned, placing his arms on the table.
"Mischievous are we?"Loki observed. You smirked, winking at him and turning your back to retrieve the glasses for you and him.
"How can I not be when I'm sitting in front of the supposed god of mischief."You teased, realizing you actually just winked at him, and you didn't know if that was a mistake or not. You knew you were going to end up being extremely flirtatious, and you almost couldn't help it. You wouldn't be surprised if Loki knew of your longing for him, you've had it even before he'd left two years ago, but you've never felt it as much as right now when you two were in solitude. You stepped forward to reach up and grab a glass from the top shelf, not being able to reach which made you feel a bit embarrassed. You continued to try and grab it none the less, hoping slightly and getting on the tips of your toes, but it was no use. You felt him smile behind you, his laughing echoing on your back as he spoke.
"Do you need help?"He questioned, your confidence in grabbing the glass needing no assistance. You pouted, shaking your head with a strong huff.
"I got it."You refused his offer, finally getting to the point where you were just going to climb onto the counter. You placed your knee on the marble and pushed yourself up, gripping your hands onto the shelf and snatching two wine glasses into your hand. As you laid on your knees, you could once again feel Lokis eyes on you, though this time on such a high place, you some how felt exposed. You were wearing a nice velvety grey sweater, and tight black jeans that you knew definitely didn't fit, and that had you worried about what exactly he may be staring at. You quickly placed the glasses on the table, and stumbled to get back onto the ground. You jumped off the counter and planted your feet on the tile with a loud thump. You found yourself turning your head slightly, peaking through the strands of your hair to get a glance of where Lokis eyes had been searching. Upon seeing him, his eyes were laid on you, but not on you all together. His eyes stared below your waist, his eyes trailing up your spine, until he eventually darted them up to meet your gaze. You quickly turned your face away, biting your lip and smirking to yourself. If you had any hint that this god of mischief was eyeing you, you were bound to have no regrets when flirting with him, and it'd surely make you feel special. It's not everyday that you could possibly be with a god, and you weren't going to miss that opportunity, especially with a man like Loki. Finally after a few seconds of wholesome silence, you picked up the cold glasses in between your fingers and placed them on the counter in front of you and him. You put the palm of your hand on the wine glass and spilt the red liquid in each glass, filling it up nearly to overflow it. You then placed the bottle down and put the top back on. There was a permanent smile on your face, you felt you couldn't control the muscles in your cheeks as Lokis presence no matter what made you happy. You looked up at him and picked up both glasses in your hand, lending one to Loki as he offered you a smile and took the glass in hand.
"Cheers."Loki stated firmly, as he put his glass up for you to hit it with yours.
"To what?"You lifted an eyebrow and tilted your head, giving him a look that by itself showed you were interested in something more than watching over him. Loki paused for a moment, taking a shallow breath before lifting his head up in a proper manner.
"To seeing each other again."Loki smiled softly, though his real smile showed in his eyes. His soft and yet piercing eyes shot into you with what he rasped, leaving you stumbling over your words and being unable to break the grin on your face.
"T-to seeing each other again."You stuttered, leaning your glass forward to clink with his. You brought your drink up to your mouth, placing your warm lips on the cup and feeling the wine hit your tongue. It tasted how you had remembered, fruity and tasteful. It had been years since your last touch of alcohol, so you knew you couldn't have too much before things took a turn for the worst. Loki took a drink simultaneously, lifting his head far up when he tipped the glass over, giving you a good look at his neck as he drank. You could see whenever he swallowed, only realizing now that he had a very strong and intimidating neck. You finished your small sip, only taking in a little before placing your wine glass back onto the black marble table. Loki finished his drink soon after you, doing the same as far as placing his glass down and silently tapping his fingers on the cold surface of the counter. You two made eye contact, Loki deciding to stir up conversation.
"So tell me (Y/N)."Loki spoke, the sound of him speaking your name making your breathing hitch,"What have you been up to the past two years?"Loki placed his hand back on his own glass, gliding the tip of his index finger around the rim of the cup as he awaited your response. You took a deep breath, looking away from his eyes and down at the counter as you bit your lip to try and recall what has happened.
"Not much really. The last time I saw you was actually the last time I saw Tony as well. So, after that victory, I headed home. A few hours from here." You tried to elaborate a bit more, hearing yourself talk you were already boring yourself,"I had continued to work, often moving jobs and work places to see if I could eventually find a lab that worked for me. It took a hell of a lot of time, but I finally found somewhere that suited me."You really didn't know what else to say, though you weren't dreading Lokis return the entire time, it was only now that you realized how much you truly missed having him around. He was the one clever and snarky person you could really get along with around here, and that offered a few strange conclusions brought up by the other avengers as already said,"Theres not much else to say really, I worked, went home, went to bed, woke up, repeat."It had suddenly dawned on you how sad your life really was when you weren't around the avengers, it almost made you feel ashamed telling this to someone like Loki, but it was too late to go back now. You decided to try and distract both of you from your life by turning the question,"But I'd honestly rather talk about what you've been up to. How's the Asgard that you love so dearly?"You poked fun at the fact that Loki hated being in Asgard, a smile dawning on his face as he shook his head softly and began his short story.
"I'll tell you one thing. It's surely no more interesting than what you've done the past two years."Loki softly snickered,"We've dealt with a few near tragedies back in Asgard, which doesn't surprise anyone considering we always seem to have a threat."Loki explained,"But I've only just a year and a half ago been truly let off the hook from prison."Loki noted,"So with that, I'm allowed to only roam some of Asgard, most not by myself as I'm still not trusted by the majority of folk."Lokis story saddened you, yourself leaning in as you got more into his depressing tale,"Which explains why I was forced to come along with Thor currently. Not only am I not trusted when not around my brother, but I had some intel on the enemy so I had no choice, but to tell them."Loki rolled his eyes and shrugged,"However, I think I'd say I much prefer earth over Asgard. Believe it or not I feel a little more respected here with all the mortals than I do faced with the gods."Loki sneered as he thought of the place he called home, thinking about what he has said as his frown turned into a small grin,"If you can call respect being being yelled at, getting things thrown at you, or possibly even getting arrested I suppose."Loki actually chuckled at that sad addition, his comment receiving no laugh from you. You actually felt bad for him, despite the awful things he's done, you liked the guy. Loki glanced up at you, looking away from the glass he had been looking at almost the entire time he spoke. When he saw the expression on your face, his smile faded, he looked confused to see you looking worried. You looked down at your hands that lied against the counter, twiddling your fingers out of nerves. It was so silent you could hear Lokis breathing,"Did I upset you?"You shut your eyes and cringed at his question, you had hoped he wouldn't ask that. Being vulnerable in front of him frightened you. Of course you two had been good friends in the past, but never had you both ever talked seriously or emotionally unwinded one another. You finally pushed away your insecurities and darted your eyes up to meet his, a bolt of shivers running through your body when you saw a look in Lokis eyes you had never seen before. He looked almost expressionless, though deep in his eyes and in the crinkle of his eyebrows you could see that this was his way of showing concern and confusion. It scared you to see him look at you like that, and yet you felt talking to him like this may build your relationship.
"No, you didn't upset me."You shook your head and smiled,"But don't you ever..."You paused,"Get tired of being treated the way you are."You questioned considerately, your eyebrows knitting together as you saw his expression once again change drastically,"I mean to me you obviously have changed, and yet you still get thrown around all the time."You started to rant almost, expressing the anger you felt for protecting a man who once tried to take over the world,"Just...hearing you laugh about being treated poorly hurts me."You sympathized with the part of you that told you to talk deeply with him, as from what you knew, emotional communication wasn't really his forte. Loki looked shocked to hear you say that, his breathing seeming to become a little more unpredictable, though he quickly covered it all up with a small smile of disbelief.
"It...hurts you?"He seemed like he wanted to know more in depth of what you meant, Loki slowly leaning forward in his seat. You took a deep breath, trying to coordinate your words carefully so you wouldn't just end up blurting out that you loved him.
"Well...I like to think that people change, and overtime will always become better people despite what they've done in the past."You explained your thoughts carefully, watching Loki as you spoke,"I apply that mindset to you."You gave him a gentle smile,"I mean, at least for the time that I've known you. We laugh and you don't seem to mean harm to anyone anymore, so why should I hold your past against you?"You gave this question to both Loki and yourself, taking a deep breath before continuing,"I guess it's really just a matter of if people really know you to be able to trust you again. I just can't help, but..."You paused again, sighing before you finished your statement,"Feel for you."You made circles with your finger on the marble bar in front of you, taking moments in between breaths to look at Loki, and then look away. He looked almost surprised, his eyes wide and his mouth hung slightly open. He took a moment to speak, and for once this entire night, he seemed to be looking away from you. You panicked that this ruined your relationship, you could feel your heart breaking into pieces already as butterfly's began to flutter in your stomach.
"Do you trust me?"Loki stated this question in a very serious tone, it startled you to hear him speak like that, and especially with such a random and hard to answer question. You looked up at him and away from your hands, noting his change in expression, now looking as vulnerable as you could imagine Loki could get. His eyebrows were furrowed, and his eyes showed worry, you didn't know how to respond to the question no matter the fact that you've been holding onto the answer for years. You swallowed the lump in your throat, filling your lungs with the cold air that filled the room, and slowly, but surely exhaling all of it out.
"Yes, I do."You just said it, finally putting it out on the table for him to see, and it felt reliving to say,"I believe everyone deserves a second chance, even you."You finished, lending him a small smile. Despite the fact that saying you trust someone would most likely not be a big deal, something about the fact that it was Loki you said this to changes the insight on everything about this question. Loki stared at you in bewilderment, his hands subconsciously moving off the table and into his lap. The way he acted concerned you once again, did he hate you now that you said that, or was he just shocked someone actually trusted him? Well the answer was soon upon you, as suddenly a smile slowly tugged on his cheeks, and his face was back into the light of happiness again. Seeing him smile relived you, your eyes lighting up as you both began to hysterically laugh for no real reason. Loki rubbed his forehead as he laughed, looking down towards the floor as the laughing slowly but surely settled.
"You're too good for me."Loki shook his head, still smiling as you felt your heart nearly beat out of your chest. Your cheeks were red and your smile had downsized, you could feel every drop of your blood coursing through your veins. You knew what he meant when he said that to you, and you couldn't let your embarrassment keep you from what you wanted. You leaned forward onto the counter, placing your elbows against the cold marble.
"Well would if I want something bad?"You chewed on your lip, your eyes drawing from his chest to his eyes as his astonished expression looked back at you. After you were filled with shock from what he said, you returned the favor by speaking in a way he probably would never have thought he'd hear you speak. A smirk stretched across Lokis face, licking his bottom lip as he looked down and away from you. You could tell he was ready to play along with your little game.
"Well then you might have to deal with the consequences. You should know it's no good for you, (Y/N)."Loki leaned against the counter, coming closer to you as you felt your heart sink and your breathing pick up with the intensity. You couldn't help, but stare at his gorgeous lips, becoming impatient and feeling you almost couldn't bare to only look at him anymore.
"Well, sometimes you can't help the things you want. No matter if it's good or bad, sometimes you need it." You reached a hand forward, placing it in front of Lokis hand as you began to feel your body tremble. You wanted to tackle him then and there.
"Is that desire I smell Ms. (L/N)?"Loki questioned, a lustful look on his face as he tilted his head and continued leaning forward. Your throat had gone dry by now, hair falling between your eyes as you stood stunned. You looked down at the table, biting your tongue as you breathed unsteadily.
"Possibly, but I'm leaving it up to you to decide what you want to do about it."You glimpsed back up at him, love in your eyes as you shifted the position of your legs. You felt so free and reckless saying things you knew you'd never say to anyone, not even Loki, or so you thought. Lokis grin stayed plastered to his face, both of you falling silent among the cold atmosphere as he leaned even closer to you. He looked up to no good, his eyes showing by themselves that he was feeling mischievous. His smile slowly faded as he looked into your eyes, looking more serious and attractive than ever. He turned his chair, stepping off of the stool and wandering around the counter with only the sound of his footsteps echoing through the room. You stood up straight, watching his every move as you glided your hand across your stomach that fluttered with butterflies. He turned around the corner of the table, approaching your presence as you observed him. His chest was out, his hands brushing the surface of the marble as he got close to you. Suddenly, he moved abruptly to pin you against the counter, his body pressed against yours which forced one of your legs to slightly wrap around his side. He looked down your body, his height intimidating considering he was 6'2 and you were much shorter than that. His body was cold, and yet it felt so warm against yours. You didn't know how to handle the sensation, all you did was gasp and turn your blushing face away from his eyes. You almost couldn't believe what he had just done, being this close to him made you just want to attack him, but you almost felt that you couldn't from the surprise that ran through your bones with his sudden action. It took a few moments for him to swiftly move his eyes from your chest to your face, seeing you hiding behind your hair. Loki chuckled under his breath, cupping your cheek in his cold hand as he immediately forced your head to look up at his. You two maintained eye contact, your lips feeling his breath as he began to speak.
"I think I have a pretty good idea of what I want to do about it, (Y/N)."Loki spoke deeply and quiet, making you begin to tremble with lust as you felt him purposefully push his bulge between your legs. You groaned, biting your lip and looking away from him with red cheeks. You took only seconds to contain yourself, looking back up at him with your mouth slightly hung open and your nails digging into the counter behind you.
"Then do it, I'm not stopping you."You purred, a smirk stretching across your face as you stared deeply into his eyes and kept your mouth hung open for his entrance. Loki formed a small grin, licking his lips as he maintained his grip on your chin and pulled your face into a rough kiss. His lips were smashed into yours, a feeling of ecstasy running up your spine as you melted into the kiss. You wrapped your arms around his neck and pushed your chest against his, Lokis arms sneaking around your waist as he squeezed the cloth of your sweater. The kiss was a mix of sweet and rough, tonguing at his lips as you begged for passage. Loki eventually let you in, your tongue exploring his mouth as your hands moved over to his cheeks. You could feel Loki purposefully press his body against yours, his bulge pushing between your legs which made you softly moan into his mouth. You pulled away, pressing your forehead against his and taking shallow breaths as you licked at your own lips that were now glistening with a mix of you and his salvia. He breathily chuckled, smiling at you as he saw your vulnerability for him,"You have no idea how long I've wanted this, Loki."You pulled his face as close to yours as possible, both of you staring down your bodies that were slowly moving against one another,"You make me weak."You whispered, though a crack in your voice almost made it sound like a whimper. You knew you fell hard for him, and now that he was this close to you, you couldn't help, but seem almost desperate. Loki softly snickered, placing one of his hands on your cheek as he softly pulled your face up so your eyes met his.
"I swear..."He breathily laughed,"You give me a reason to want to come back to this repulsive planet."Loki placed one of his hands on the counter, nearly knocking over your wine glass as he leaned in to softly kiss your chin. You giggled seductively, rubbing your own lips together as he lifted up your head to kiss at your neck. His lips were soft against your skin, only gasps escaping your mouth as he did so. Your hands ran down his arms, squeezing slightly as you felt his muscles through his clothing.
"Loki."You called his name softly as a smirk formed on your lips,"You give me a reason, period."You boldly stated, Lokis arms suddenly tightly wrapped around you as he lifted you onto the counter with a loud thump. He attacked your neck, biting the halfway point between your neck and shoulder as you squeezed his arms even harder. A loud moan erupted from you as he did so, your legs subconsciously crossing, however it only ended in your legs being wrapped around his waist. He slowly moved down your neck, kissing your collarbone as his hands moved from your waist all the way up your body. You groaned, turning your head down towards him as you cupped his face with both of your hands and lifted his mouth up to yours. You kissed him, softly this time as you tasted the wine you had just drank upon his tongue. You eventually pulled away, looking deeply into his eyes as your noses connected. You giggled, breathing heavily as you took a moment to just look at him. He seemed like he was into this state of staring, cupping your cheeks as he rubbed his thumb across the smooth surface of your skin. Your foreheads were leaned against one another again, your heart clenched in your chest and your head feeling light. You two stayed stationary for a long second, your lungs taking in air heavily as you breathily snickered,"So, God of mischief, how long have you felt this way about me?"You queried, raising an eyebrow and slyly smirking as you moved your finger down his jaw and to the point of his chin. Loki grinned, taking a deep breath as he moved his hands down to rest on your thighs.
"Well, counting the two years I was absent, probably about three years."Loki answered, your eyes widening at the fact that he had liked you before he had left,"How long would you say you desired me, (Y/N)?"Loki asked, tilting his head questioningly. You sat in thought, trying to recall the exact moment you knew you wanted to be with him as you moved your arms from his shoulders to wrap around his neck again.
"Hmm, probably around the same time to be honest. Three years."You smiled,"Though I'd have to say the minute I saw you, I thought you were as handsome as men can get."You purred, cupping his cheeks with both your hands as you leaned forward and pecked him softly on the lips. You could feel Loki smile into the kiss, you pulling away slowly and looking intently into his eyes.
"That's flattering."Loki rasped, a small growl underneath his soft spoken tone,"I'd have to say that despite the fact you worked for Stark, you still didn't let anyone tell you what to do."Loki complemented, running his hands along your thighs and down your legs,"You're independent."Loki then took a moment to firmly grip your legs, pulling you across the counter to collide your body against his again, this action causing you to gasp and grin with anticipation,"I like that."Loki spoke sensually, his piercing and erotic gaze causing you to smirk. You leaned forward again, kissing at his lips as you slipped your tongue back into his mouth. Loki softly groaned into the kiss, wrapping his arms around your waist again as he picked you up. You didn't expect him to do this, so your legs struggled to quickly move and wrap around his sides. You felt him begin to walk forward, pulling your mouth away to look behind you and see he was walking towards the couch again. He carried you like a feather, his strength intriguing you as you placed your hands on his firm arms and leaned your forehead against his. You met his loving gaze, Loki wandering down the few steps and making his way to the lounge. He bent over to sit you down, Loki leaning into you and roughly kissing you again as you sunk into the soft fabric. He placed his hand among yours that laid against his chest, squeezing your hand in his as pulled away from your lips. He took a moment to look into your (E/C) eyes, however you found it hard to look away from his now glistening lips. It wasn't long before Loki then stood up straight, walking back over the bar and letting your hand slip out of his as he made his way there. You were left bewildered at why he'd just walk away, no context to what he was doing, though it didn't take long for you to realize he was grabbing your drinks. You smirked and scoffed at him, turning your head ways from him and complaining.
"So you're just gonna walk away, after I thought we were having a moment?"You teased him, lying back on the couch and crossing your arms as he grabbed both of your drinks in his hands. Loki trailed back over to you with the wine, shaking his head and chuckling as you watched his tall manly physique make his way back to you.
"Well that moment was very pleasing, (Y/N), but I need my drink."Loki joked, handing you your drink. The glass was surprisingly cold, after being so close to Loki your body had warmed up now, so the coolness sent some shivers over your skin. Loki sat down next to you, glancing forward at the window in front of you and him as he took a swig of his drink. You glanced over at the window as well, watching the stars shine over the city as you took a sip of the wine. You took in the bitter sweet taste of the red liquid, swallowing the sip you had taken and looking back over to your lovers gorgeous face. You placed the wine glass down on the coffee table in front of you, turning your body towards him and laying your head against your hands that rested on the red velvet. You stared at him, admiring his cheekbones and strong jaw as he finished his drink and placed his glass on the coffee table as well. He glanced over at you as he straightened back up, softly grinning as he lifted an eyebrow,"Enjoying the view?"Loki asked, ironically speaking since there was a real view sitting right in front of you, but of course you thought Loki was a much nicer thing to look at.
"Very much so."You muttered, fluttering your eyelashes as you continued to look at him in awe. Loki smiled back at you, turning his body to face you as he opened his mouth to speak.
"So, (Y/N)."Lokis eyes wandered the room, him resting his head in his hand as he glanced at the clock,"How do you suppose the avengers would feel about you and I?"Loki questioned with a grin, both of you knowing damn well they'd despise it. You chuckled, shaking your head and shifting your seating position.
"Forget it. Telling them I'm sure would end in some form of disaster."You grumbled, leaning over to pick up your glass and take another drink,"Besides, they don't need to know."You glanced at Loki mischievously and pursed your lips, tipping the glass with your pinkie flicked upwards as you took another drink of your wine. Loki snickered.
"Ohh, so we're going for secrecy?"Loki cocked an eyebrow and smirked, you finishing your drink and placing the glass back down as you wiped your lips of the red juice.
"Well there always was something fun about no one knowing what really went on behind closed doors."You gazed at him sensually, your lips parted only slightly as you laid your head against the couch again. Loki felt a grin tug at his cheeks, moving his hand towards your face as he moved a strand of your hair out of your eye.
"I'd have to agree."Loki mumbled, stroking his finger along your face and behind your ear so your hair was out of the way. You both looked at each other again, Lokis blue and green eyes giving you a place of comfort as he continued to sweetly caress you. He moved his hand to your mouth, softly placing his thumb on your bottom lip as he pulled them apart. He connected his lips with yours, soft and slowly this time as you found the opportunity to really take in the feeling of his lips. You had only kissed a few men previous to him, and none of them had as soft and gorgeous lips as Lokis did. He tongued at your mouth, you placing your hand on the back of his head as you pulled him even closer to you. Loki moved his other hand to your thigh, slowly moving his hand up and down the soft material of your jeans. You felt at his raven hair, twirling it between your fingers and softly moaning into his lips. As you took in every sensation of his loving affection, you couldn't help, but remember that he was suppose to leave after this. He was gone for two years last time, would if he was gone for three, four...or would if he never came back at all. This thought crushed any sense of intimacy towards him at the moment, making you pull away and look away from him. You knitted your eyebrows together in frustration, biting your lip as you prepared to open your mouth to ask the question, though you were interrupted by Lokis concern,"What's wrong, love?"Loki worried, still running his fingers along your cheek as his choice of words to call you love automatically made your heart flutter. He had only called you by your name until now, and that sweet use of the word love was something you didn't think Loki would use in such a caring tone. You darted your gaze up to meet his, sighing and opening your mouth to speak. It took you a moment to actually utter what you wanted to say, only syllables escaping your lips as you formed your words carefully.
"You're leaving...at twelve."You muttered, glancing over at the clock on the wall that now read 8:11. Loki raised his eyebrows, looking at you with concern as he then shifted his eyes towards the ground in thought. You watched him as he tried to phrase his next sentence, his hand resting against the couch now instead of on your cheek as he rubbed his fingers together in subconscious concentration.
"I'll figure something out."Loki spoke, though no matter the circumstance, you knew he couldn't stay. Thor had complete control over him, and it'd take a hell of a plan to find a solution.
"Thor won't let you stay, you can't be anywhere except in the tower on earth because otherwise you'd be arrested."You countered, your breathing picking up as you frowned,"...I don't want you to leave again."You thought about your life without Loki, a wave of fear running through your bones as you flashed back on your sad life without any of he avengers. Loki noted your fear, shaking his head as he quickly moved his hand to your shoulder.
"I don't care what Thor says, I won't leave."Loki reassured, squeezing your arm softly,"Even if that means you come to Asgard with me."Loki offered, your eyes widening and your mouth dropping when you envisioned living with the gods. You didn't think such a fantastic life was possible, living in a place of superiority and being with the one you adored.
"Would that be allowed? I'm a mortal."You wondered, remembering that once again, it's a place of superiority, would there be any way a human could live there?
"Well under my request, I'm sure I could work something out."Loki responded, granting you a small smile, and of course you couldn't help, but smile back. You then began to envision being in Asgard again, meeting Lokis father and living in a palace with the man you had dreamed of for years, it was almost too good to be a reality. You imagined the feasts, the dancing, and the dresses. It was your paradise and would make this life you were living far worth while. However, despite the fact that living in Asgard would be heaven, you still felt afraid to leave everything that you knew on earth, even if that everything was almost nothing.
"Would I live in the palace?"You questioned, Loki snickering at the fact that you asked a question with such an obvious answer.
"Of course. You'd stay with me." Loki answered, smiling at you genuinely as he moved his hand to your chin. You grinned, your heart nearly about to beat out of your chest, though you needed to keep in mind that it wasn't confirmed you'd even be allowed to visit Asgard. Your smile faded as you sighed softly, though you still felt content knowing you'd most likely find a way to stay together. You adjusted your body on the couch, scooting towards Loki as you laid your head on his shoulder. Loki exhaled loudly, cuddling closer to you as he wrapped an arm around your waist and rested one of his hands on the back of your head. You laid your hands on his chest, taking in his scent that filled you with a sense of home. Loki softly kissed at your ear, you hearing his breathing closer than you ever had as he played with your (H/C) hair. His soft gesture of running his hand through your hair relaxed you, causing you to close your eyes and rest against his shoulder. You had dreamed of being with this man, and now that it was happening you felt you'd breakdown without him in your presence. You wanted all of him, no matter his past or the probabilities of his future. You wanted him to be your life, and you couldn't be more grateful that he valued you just as much as you did him,"You're wonderful, (F/N) (L/N). I will never leave you."Loki swooned, a smile forming upon your lips as you dug your face into his chest and felt his hand run up and down your back sweetly.
"You promise?"You questioned for assurance, glancing up to his meet his adoring eyes as he glanced down at yours.
"I promise."