After my tea I decided to take a hot shower. I steped in, and started thinking about the last year, I've been a mess. Elina and Anna try to comfort me, but they don't always understand. And if you add in the fact that every one in this school hates me, you can see why I'm more depressed without cancer than with it. Only Augustus would understand. I felt hot tears on my cheeks and sank to the floor. There was no point in holding it in now. When I got out of the shower, it was about time to get up. I guess I was in there for a lot longer than I thought. I brushed my hair so it was almost neat. my face was blotchy and red from crying. And my eyes were red and swollen . I sighed and got dressed, grabbed my bag and left for school. Anna and Elina were waiting at the bus. Anna was practicing her ballet steps and Elina had her head hurried in a mono laugh for her acting class. Elina smiled sadly at me and we all got on the bus. It was gonna be a long day.
