I never wanted to open up my eyes and see that everything is not alright.
I never wanted to listen to the lies that you're alright.I never wanted to feel this way towards you.
I never wanted to Love you You came in to my life with no warnings.
You came in to my life to make me feel these things.
You came in to my life to just go away.
ButIt seems we're even
You lied that you'd stay
And I lied that I never wanted it
Although What I really never wanted is...
To see you laying in that white hospital bedand say to my face
"I'm alright"
To see you everyday suffering more and more
To feel this form of sadness and the thought of you slowly slipping away
We have something in common
I don't want to leave your side
AndYou don't want to leave mine
Remember back then when I was just Drawing something in the corner of the classroom and then walked towards me and said
"Hi"?
That was the day when you barged yourself into my life and then made me feel happiness for a very long time.
But looking at it now and seeing you in the hospital bedDamn,
I regret everything while I will cherish every single thing we did.
I left your room and I promised you that I'll comeback tomorrow.
I walked out while reminiscing everything I came back to your hospital room just to see you weren't there.
Your Parents told me that you were moved.
Moved to a place where just a thought of it makes my skin crawl
Moved to a scary and dark place that's filled with Dead souls
They told me that you died
I fell onto my knees and cried
Few days later I went your funeral and said
"It's the first time to see you in that kind of dress"
"It's the first time that I see you feel rested"
"And this is going to be the final time to see you again"
"And this is one of my school years without you"
"Losing you is like losing my mind."
The thought of you going away is a nightmare that I want to wake up from
And The thought of you in my arms is the dream that I don't want to wake up from
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You Were Mine || Jungkook x Taehyung || One Shot
Fanfiction"Losing you is like losing my mind."