first love •» j.jk {complete}

t h i r t y - t h r e e

♥︎ Goodbye kookie ♥︎

i love you so much. you meant the world to me. i'm so thankful that i met you before i died. you made my day when no could and you showed me that the world wasn't cruel. you showed me affection to me when i needed it the most. i was the world most happiest girl on earth to meet a guy like you. i can't thank enough for your help and support. when you read this, you probably already see my corpse in the tub, i'm sorry you had to see me die that way.. i wanted to tell you that on your birthday, i decorated your house for you, not yein. when yein sang you happy birthday, that was me. i came to your house to give you your gift but when i knocked on the door, you didn't answer. so i left your gift on the steps. the next day later, i noticed that it wasn't there anymore so i figured you took it in.. but.. you didn't.. it was in the trash can. remember when i slit my wrist in front of you.. it was on that day. the day when i lost the thought that you couldn't except a gift that i got for you. i was broke because of it. i got you new timberlands and a gucci shirt... i spent $3,500 on it.. yein takes all my money for herself and i'm left with $20 for food and for school. i'm sorry that i left. i hope your happy with her. please always smile because your smile is adorable. no one wants to see a sad and soggy kookie.

i love you and always will.

♥︎ saranghae ♥︎

love , yeri
aka cherri 🍒