*discontinued*Zoro x reader one shots

Stop - Zoro x self-harming! reader

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  Warning: This chapter contains blood. It also mention about self-harming and commit suicide. If you don't like this or feel uncomfortable about this, you can skip this chapter.

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  (Y/N)'s P.O.V.
 
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  I can't feel anything, not happiness, not sadness, except pain. Self-harming, that's what make me feel alive.

  Knock knock

  "(Y/N)-chan? Are you still there? You've been in there for quite a while." Nami asked me while knocking on the bathroom door.

  "I'm okay Nami-san, I will come out now. Sorry to if I bother you."I answered her as I am thinking of how it is a good thing I put on my clothes before I start cutting in there, or else they may get suspicious. Now I just have to wrap up my cuts quickly...

  'But you are not okay. Why should you be lying ?' A voice said to me when I get out of the bathroom...

  I am thinking about this question while I go down to my room. I am too focus in thinking that I don't even hear Luffy calling me or realise I have stop walking. Until he wrapped his arm around me tightly while he is yelling right next to my ear.

  Luffy's P.O.V.

  Hmmmmm...I am wondering what is (Y/N)-chan thinking. Why does she ignore me? I just want to ask her to see if she wants to play with me, Usopp and Chopper.

  Zoro's P.O.V.

  What happens to (Y/N)? She seems out of character, for quite a while. It has been two month since she act like that. She space out a lot...Not to mention sometimes her eyes looks lifeless...I am worried about her, not as a crewmate, nor a friend, but a lover. Although I know she would never love me...

  (Y/N)'s P.O.V.

  Luffy has invite me to play with him, Usopp and Chopper. But I declined him...Since I am not in the mood to play, Or do anything.

  'You should go and kill yourself. No one will care if you die, nor anyone will love you.' That voice said. They are right...No one will care anyways...And no one will love me...Especially Zoro.

  When I get back to my room, I start planning on how should I kill myself, good thing is that I have a room alone. So no one can know what's happening and no one can notice when I am dead...Until the breakfast time.

  I sit on the bed, cutting myself with a knife while thinking of ways to kill myself.

  BANG!!!

  The door suddenly opened, and snap me out of my train of thoughts. At the door, Zoro looks at me with a shocked and angry face.

  "What do you think you are doing!" He shouted.

  Zoro's P.O.V.

  'I wondered what happened to (Y/N)...I mean she seems weird lately...Wait! Is that a knife hidden in her sleeve? Is that she want to do something stupid to her beautiful self?!

  I run toward her room and slam open the door. And see a horrible sight infront of me, she is cutting her wrist with a knife. I look at her with a angry yet sad look. I run toward her and grab the knife out of her hand. Of course, she fight back, but her wrist is hurt so her strength has been reduced since she is in pain. As a result, I take the knife out of her hand and throw it across the room.

  Author's P.O.V.

  As Zoro has stopped (Y/N), the whole crew are rushing to her room as they heard Zoro yelling at (Y/N) and the sound of metal contact with the floor are heard when they are at her room's door. They crew was scared because they don't know what is happening inside the room. What if Zoro killed (Y/N) or (Y/N) had killed Zoro? What should they do next? Without thinking, Luffy breaks the door and burst into the room, but what the crew saw is horrible, (Y/N) left wrist are bleeding while Zoro is holding her back and tried to avoid hurting her cuts further more. The crew were shocked, questions like 'Why would (Y/N) do that?', 'Is that our fault?' are running wild in everyone's mind. Meanwhile with (Y/N), she is panicking inside. Since her secret (which is the least wanted to be known one) is now known by all the crew members, and the one who discovered it is her crush, Zoro. She start to think that Zoro and the crew will hate her, then make her leave the ship. She doesn't know what to do as her mind is messed up, she started to panic and Zoro noticed it, he hugs her and whispering some comforting words to her. The crew noticed that she was panicking so they left the room quietly and let the two of them have some alone time. As (Y/N) stopped panicking, the two sit there quietly, but the silent is not awkward, instead, it is comforting. As the two sit in silent, it was broken by (Y/N) by apologising, she told Zoro that she doesn't mean to hurt his and the others' feeling. She was feeling guilty but what Zoro did next surprised her.

  (Y/N)'s P.O.V.

  Guilty suddenly hits me as I realised that I've hurted so many people's feeling. Suddenly, Zoro kissed me on the lip. I was blushing and my face just look like Kid's hair, or even redder. I am surprised by Zoro's sudden act, not knowing what to do, and just sitting there while he is kissing me. When he pull away, he apologized, but I just suddenly kiss him on the lip and he immediately kiss back. "So... You love me too?" Asked Zoro. " Of course baka!" I shouted and embarrassed. "But... I am your baka, just yours~" He said it in a playful way, while I am too embarrassed to do anything and suddenly, Nami, who was hiding behind the door and listen to our conversation all the time, yelled " OTP! OTP! OTP! FINALLY! THEY HAVE CONFESSED TO EACH OTHER!"

  Bonus:
  An apple(a.k.a.(Y/N)-chan) chasing Nami around the whole ship after she heard what Nami yelled.