Thøughts

JÆLØUSY

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rumörs say that you recently lost
you virginity to your friend
******,
you ignored these stories and just
continued telling people it was none of their business.
But this only made it worse,

*** found out,
One of his friends told him,
He's pissed.
He decides to take take matters into his own hands.

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You're home aløne,
*** decides to pay you a little visit.
There's a knock on the door,
You come downstairs,
Nøt expecting anyone.
You unlock and open the door,
You look up,
***?

-What are yøu doing here?

~ You fucked him.
He looks angry

- What are you talking about?

~ Oh dønt give me that shit *****,
You go silent

~ Why him?
He shakes his head

- Why who? I honestly don't know what the hell you're talking about.

He steps forward,
~ don't play dumb, you know
Exactly what the fuck I'm talking about.

- dude just chill.

~ Don't Tell me to fucking chill.
He continues to step closer,
Speaking monotone.
He pushes you by your shoulders
Back against the wall of the staircase.

- *** I didn't do anything-
He cut you off, close as ever breathing
Deep and hot.

- *** stop.
You said now weak inside,

He presses his middle and forfinger against your heat,

~Do you really want me to stop?
He says in his low soft and raspy voice

You couldn't muster up the voice
To answer that,
Nøt even knowing your own answer itself.

~C'mon, let me show you what you've been missing

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He starts pushing you up the stairs,
No matter how many times you tell him to stop,
No matter how many times you plead, beg, sorry, he just continues.

Pushing you up, carrying you,
Slamming you back, choking you
To the wall, pressing
Harder, rubbing..

He opens the door to your room, shutting it soundly behind him

-*** please, stop.
He doesn't listen
He lays you down on the bed,
And slowly pushing you down using his left hand on your neck

~ Say when baby girl

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Imagine the rest as you please (;

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