This is my last text..i want to thank everyone who helped and encouraged me i love you guys
death?
I have seen it before when i had a car accident,I was really affraid of leaving this world but it is Nothing compared to the fear that I am feeling right now,The fear of never being with that person again,of never feeling his touch again,of never feeling that happiness again and never being able of standing up and face the world again.
being heartbrokend is like a disease,at first is consentrated in one area,then it spreads with a blink of an eye.
that pain takes all over your body and it feels like every part hurts.
your Eyes won't meet others anymore cuz you know that looking in someone's eyes is a slight chance of them finding out.
Its Really hard to learn how to let you go and learn how to love you in silence,Just between myself and I,how to turn my back and never have a glance on the memories we have created together,how to make my heart turn into a stone and never do that mistake again,the mistake of believing actually that you loved me someday..And Learn how to puch away the tears by faking a couple of smiles.
In this day we decided to take a diffrent roads...you chose for me to take the rough one,the hurtful one and the most dangerous one because you thought that I wont survive,that i will never find my destination but let me tell you my man,I will do it..i will find my way,I will change and never trust again because I learned my lesson from you.
you on the other hand chose for yourself the easiest and the nearest one, you thought that you will be there in no time,that guilt wont haunt you in your darkest nights but let me tell you something my man,you are wrong and I swear that you will regret me someday because I really loved you and I will never love a man like this and you will never find someone who loves you like this.
