light | p.jm

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— flashback —

it was currently the middle of the day, where i got a random text that he wouldn't be able to make it to our date today. i didn't think much of it as i walked down the hallway with a small smile at the small message he sent right after.

'i'll miss you minie ♡! i didn't expect my grandparents to visit me today!'

i sent him a heart as a response, before focusing my attention on the way to the exit, as i didn't want to trip like yesterday from being too distracted as i was texting him.

i heard some weird noises from a classroom that usually no one goes to, as everyone has thought it was bad luck, since many teachers who've used that classroom never return from break.

i thought it was somehow stupid that even the school thought that it was pretty creepy, even though lowkey i was creeped out as well.

i walked closer, and heard a bunch of loud moans, making me roll my eyes in disgust.

"oh my lord, my virgin ears."

i walked away, not thinking much about it, as in college, it's pretty normal, however i stopped dead in my tracks when i heard the girl moan a name.

i slammed open the door fuming in anger. "you asshole!"

thank the heavens they weren't naked, as they looked at me in shock. "minie?"

"visiting grandparents, huh?" i gave him a deadly glare.

his bitchass still found he confidence to smirk at me. "you didn't want to give me it."

"yeah, but i gave you everything else to make ul for it, like my heart and love for an example."

"you gave me love? that's what you call love?" he started chuckling.

"what else?" i tried my best to keep my tears in.

"that is not love in my view." he laughed bitterly, as if he didn't feel bad for me at all.

"then what the fuck is love god damnit?" i yelled.

he shrugged. "you figure it out."

i walked over to him and slapped him. "good fucking bye. go back to sucking her lips off like how she's gonna suck your dick later."

— time skip —

the next day, whispers erupted in the halls as soon as i walked in. a bunch of his fangirls started to attack me.

"why'd you do that to our oppa?"

i looked at her confused. "break up with him?"

"no, why'd you cheat?"

"me? cheat? where are you hearing this from?" i questioned.

"don't act stupid you slut! he told us!" they yelled at me.

"i know you won't believe me, so there's no point in trying to explain myself." i muttered under my breath.

and from that day, school was something i dreaded.

— end —

"so uh, he still goes to this school right?" taehyung asked.

i shrugged, wiping my eyes from the tears that kept falling, though i didn't want them to. "i think he moved? man my eyes are sweating a lot."

sunhee hugged me even tighter. "you know, now i just really want jimin to break up with misun now because i don't want him to end up like me."

"man, i guess you really love jimin hyung." taehyung said.

"define love." i tell him, taking another bite of the ice cream i took out after we finished the food we orginally ordered.

"does jimin make you blush?"

i nodded, feeling a lot more comfortable around them. "yeah. a lot actually."

he smirked. "does he make your heart beat quickly?"

i nodded. "once again, a lot."

"do you feel happier around him?"

i nodded.

"do you feel comfortable around him?"

i nodded.

"do you wish you could spend more time with him?"

i nodded.

"do you care for him? do you wish for the best for him? do you want to see him always happy? do you feel safe around him."

and for what felt like the millionth time, i nodded. they both jumped up like little kids. "you love jiminie!"

"i do?"

they both nodded. "yep!"

"can i tell the others except jimin?" taehyung asked.

"nope." i answered, popping the 'p'. by this point, at the mention of jimin multiple times, i was already happier.

we were in this comfortable silence after i was finished being interviewed by taehyung before i disturbed it.

"hey guys, thanks."

they looked at me confused. "for what?"

"for listening to me and teaching me what love is."

they laughed. "don't thank us for teaching you what love is. thank jimin!" taehyung said, sunhee nodding in agreement.

"how did he teach me anything?"

"minjee you are really stupid. he made you fall in love for him. without him, you wouldn't understand what love is." sunhee replied.

"i'm just now realizing that you dropped honorifics with me a while ago."

"whoops. sorry." she replied.

"you know this whole time, i thought i was just excited and happy that i found a good friend." i said, making them laugh.

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i really couldn't wait to publish this chapter so here ya go.