A/N Juice's real name is Jared.
- y/n POV -
"I TOLD YOU TO STOP FUCKING CALLING ME"
"I'm-" Jared attempts to say before I cut him off.
"I TOLD YOU, I PROMISE YOU I CAN'T EVEN TALK TO YOU RIGHT NOW I FUCKING HATE YOU"
"No-" Jared starts before I cut him off once again.
"FOR REAL STOP FUCKING CALLING ME. I WILL DELETE YOU, I WILL BLOCK YOU." I pause to take a breath.
"EVERY FUCKING TIME YOU CALL ME ON SNAPCHAT, FACETIME I'M GONNA FUCKING BLOCK YOU, YOU CAN'T FUCKING TALK TO ME NO MORE, I DON'T WANNA HEAR FROM YOU NO MORE."
"Alright I'm gonna hang up on you now, okay?" I say evening out my breath.
"No y/n pl-" Jared begins before being cut off yet again.
"No Jared, stop fucking calling me. Lose my fucking number because I'm done."
"y/n come on, I said I'm sorry" Jared says.
"No Jared as I already said multiple fucking times I hate you I don't want to talk to you"
"y/n please after all I've done for you?" Jared scoffs.
"YOU HAVEN'T DONE SHIT FOR ME JARED, I PROMISE YOU THAT. ALL THE FUCKING SHIT I DID FOR YOU, I GOT YOU WHERE YOU ARE TODAY" "You ain't gon be shit boy, I put that on everything I love you gon be stuck where the fuck you're at and you're gonna be wishing that you knew me" I sigh.
"Fuck you y/n" Jared mutters into the phone.
"Okay, Okay talk all that shit now but who had your back throughout everything? Me I did" I scoff hanging up on my ex boyfriend.
I drop my phone and don't bother picking it up, I walk over to our- my bed and climb onto it, tears start running down my face as I huddle up into my sheets. Memories of Jared and I flooding through my head. He wasn't mine anymore, even though the bad mostly out weighed the good in our relationship I still miss him. Jared was 4 years of my life. We lived together and loved each other.
I sighed, staring up at the dimly lit wall with photos of Jared and I when we were happy we had been broken up for 2 weeks because he cheated again.
I hear knocking on the door so I slowly get out of bed walking down the hallway, dragging my feet. The knocks get louder as I get to the door, I already know who it is but I open it anyways.
"Y/n please just listen to me before you slam the door in my face" Jared pleads, tears streaming down his face.
"Fine. Go ahead" I mutter staring down at my feet.
"Can I come in first?" He mumbles staring down at me.
"Yeah.." I walk behind the door and let Jared in, I lock the door behind him and follow him into the lounge room, he sits down on the couch and pats the seat next to him. Motioning for me to sit next to him, I oblige and sit.
"y/n.. I know you don't want me to be here and I know you hate me now b-but I-I love you and I know I cheated.. multiple times but that wasn't because of you, i-I cheated because I thought that if I lost feelings for you going on tour and doing shit like that would be easier.." Jared stops. Tears running down his face, dropping onto my bare shoulder as he leans over me.
"y/n I thought that if I cheated leaving you wouldn't be hard. I-I didn't want to leave you. I didn't want to hurt you y/n.." he mumbles as more tears came streaming down his face.
"W-why did you think you had to leave me in the first place?" I hesitantly asked looking up at him, tears pouring from my eyes at this point.
"y-y/n I wasn't meant to tell you this.. but my manager told me I couldn't be with you anymore because I needed to 'find someone more adaptable to my work environment' that was his words exactly.." Jared states.
"Jared... your manager is my brother though? What the fuck..?" I sigh running my hands through my tangled hair.
"Shit.. I actually forgot that uh wait why would he get me to hurt his sister?" Jared mumbles, hesitantly outing his arm around my shoulders, I lean into his touch without thinking.
"Jared.. can we just deal with this in the morning? I'm tired and yeah.." I mumble.
"Uh yeah of course, do you want me to leave? Or sleep on the couch?" Jared asks running his hand through my hair.
"I-Uh could you sleep in the bed w-with me?" I stutter out looking up at his facial expression with the moonlight shining onto his face from the window.
"Y-yeah of course y/n, come on" he says getting up off of the couch and holding his hand out to help me up, I shake my head no and hold my arms out pouting trying to persuade Jared to carry me.
"Hmmph fine" he mutters picking me up my arms around his neck and his hands holding me up from underneath my thighs, my fingers interlock from behind his neck as do my feet from behind his waist. I lay my head on his chest as He carry's me to our bedroom.
"There you go big baby" Jared says placing me down onto the bed and kissing my forehead as he pulls the blankets over me and tucks me in. Jared grabs my phone from off the floor beside him and plugs it into its charger beside my bed, resting it on the bedside table. He goes over to his side on the bed sitting down and untying his shoe laces, slipping his shoes off and placing them next to the bed, taking off his jacket, shirt and jeans he gets under the covers with his boxers on cuddling me as he gets comfortable.
"Goodnight y/n I-I love you" He sleepily mumbles into my shoulder lightly kissing it.
"Goodnight Jared" I say and hesitantly adding "I love you too" I can feel him smile into my shoulder.
A/N yooo so Ik this isn't the 2nd part of the ski book but that is coming sooonnnn 😂 I hope you guys liked this? The first part was mostly the lyrics to intro from Jared's Goodbye and goodriddance so yeah that's what this was inspired by :)))) bai guys - Jah
