The New Diza Story

Breaking up.

LIZAS POV
It's time. He's going to be here any minute. Shit what am I doing. Maybe I shouldn't- but I have to, it's not right for me to keep this going when We never have time to even talk to each other. *knock knock*, I hesitate before walking to the door, but slowly shuffle towards it. I open it to find the smiley guy I fell in love with two years ago. "Hey Liza" and there was the cute voice I got butterflies from but now there wasn't any there. I have to do it. "David, I have to talk to you about something." Immediately he looked confused and scared all at the same time. I took his hand and we sat on my beige couch. "I- I love you David with all my heart and you know that. But we barely have time to talk to each other anymore with your busy blogging schedule and my new series and just everything is getting in the way and it's not the same anymore.." at this point my eyes were welling with tears, " David I think we should break up." I looked up to find him staring down at his shoes. "I understand" he says, " but Liza I love you too much to Just let this go like this." I shook my head slowly, "David, I know I know I'm just- I don't love myself, I've been focused on everyone else and I...can't.. love myself. And if I can't do that, I don't know how much longer I could last here." We sat for a few minutes in silence before he got up grabbed his keys and before I could stop him from walking out he walked out the door. I set my head in my hands and cried every last tear I had. I loved him. I still did, but it was what I had to do.