The day all started with me waking up to my girlfriend texting me at 7 30 in the morning and she said she was a screw up. I told her a couple hours later and she was really upset at the time and she didn't know what to say and then she was just., I don't know how to say it. Depressed in a way, but she got over it cause i had to talk to her. I told her i loved her and she asked why do I love her and I said a lot of reasons why but she understood why. She also told me that we were never going to meet EVER. I said that is not true, you don't know. I also thought she was going to be at my door step and i would have been very surprised, but i cried my self to sleep because she was upset and i wanted to help but i didn't know what to do and it made me say i want to fly to you when i am 18 and surprise you if i can.
