"are you happy?"is such a difficult question, I always say yes even thought I know I'm lying it's easier to comfort them with the lie then to hurt them with the truth. Because I have friends I laugh at jokes, go out a lot and have fun my life isn't bad as it could be, and I don't have terrible problems it could be worse.
But then, one night at 3 AM when I'm alone still awake, lying in bed staring at nothingness,thinking about my life I find myself crying my heart out suddenly I convince myself that nobody likes me, or nobody will ever like me. I feel horrible and question everything I had, my existence and whether it really matters..
And I don't know if I was ever happy at all..
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Wilted Lies
Fanfiction"I'm okay" Is that what you wanted me to say.. In which Jeon jungkook is pathological liar who pretends to be happy in front of his friends. He is tired of being someone he is not, he wants to let it out but he is afraid to be judged and to be piti...
