Today I have to attend the most saddest day of my life. I have to attend my brothers funeral and he died because of me. I have to live with this guilt for the rest of my life.The day he died a part of me died with him.
Flash Back:
" Hey Serena . Coming to the party tonight?" Jaden the schools Jock asked me as we were leaving school grounds.
" I'm not sure if I should go." I hated parties ever since my best friend Alexis got drunk and was made a fool of. One of Jadens friends took her to a party so he could get her drunk to show his buddies he could get any woman.
" Come on. Live a little." I hate that saying "live a little". That saying caused Alexis to do what she did. I gave him a dirty look. " Babe , Your family is to over protective you need to get out and live life. Just come and if you don't like it you can leave." He gave me a reassuring smile. I gave a quick smile back and kept it till he left with his group of friends. I sighed as I watched everyone have a good time talking to friends talking about the party.
You may be asking why a jock would ask me since they're the populars. The reason why is because I'm sort of popular and everyone looks up to me besides Jenny. Jenny is my mortal enemy. When me and her collide it's like an explosion happens. Jenny is a popular and of course she's dating Jaden but the thing is she gossips over every little thing. She trys to find dirt about me and gossip about it but I don't let her find anything since there is nothing to find. I'm a normal teenager who has a normal life. I just have over protective family and I can't go out with friends that I want to hang out with since they're a bad crowd which they're not.
" Serena." I snapped out of my thoughts when I turned to see who called me. It was my brother Brandon. Brandon is like a dad. He thinks he has to protect me over every little thing. He see's me as a little five year old who can't handle anything. He tells me who and who I can't hang out with. It can be annoying when I see him hang out with people who he said I shouldn't hang out with. " What's got you so lost in thought?" He put his arm around my neck. I pushed his arm away.
" Nothing." He smiled at me.
" Serena your my sister I know you better than that. Now tell me what's on your mind." He stood in front of me stopping me from walking to the car.
" It's just this....." I paused because I know if I finish that sentence he's gonna blow.
" This what?" He looked concerned but annoyed I won't tell him.
" Jadeninvitedmetoaparty." I said in one breathe knowing he wouldn't understand
" Jaden invited you to a PARTY!" He yelled looking cross at me. How did he under stand what I said even I could barely under stand what I just said. He crossed his arms over his chest. " Your not going!" He demanded.
" Who are you to tell me what to do?" I crossed my arms over my chest and stared at him.
" I'm your Brother and I say your not going!" I groaned under my breathe as I walked pass him.
" Fine I didn't want to go anyway." Brandon rolled his eyes at me.
We drove home and the car ride was silent. I don't care what Brandon or anyone else thinks , I'm going.
" Mom , Dad were home." Brandon shout out when we walked through the door.
" Okay honey , were in the kitchen." Mom shouted back.
I walked up to my room and locked the door. I changed into a sun dress for the party . I put on light makeup and brushed my hair. I heard a knock on my door and I jumped. I guess I'm getting jumpy since I know what I'm doing is wrong. " Serena. Your brother , Dad , and I are going to his soccer practice you be okay alone?" I sighed. I was relieved that I wasn't caught and that I'll be able to go to the party without them knowing.
