New Life. (Student Teacher Relationship)

Chapter Three

*Shawnas POV*

I woke up feeling very groggy, I rubbed my eyes wincing slightly by the pain that still lingers in my hand. What happened last night? I thought to myself.. I remember... oh my god. Did my own father rape me? I desperately tried to put my thoughts together so I could remember what happened but I couldn't, I think he knocked me out? My whole body shook, I feel so incredibly dirty. I look down at myself, my pj pants are off, my panties are beside my "bed". I touch the opening of my vagina and look at my hand, a small amount of blood.

I cry slightly to myself, my father the man who is suppose to protect me raped me. He touched me. I felt so dead inside, I hated my parents with a passion. I quickly put on my pajama pants and I look outside my window, the sun was just above the horizon.. I wonder what time it is. Whatever I thought to myself, today i go to school. 8 hours away from this hell hole! It will be great! I cracked a small smile, which didnt last very long as I knew better than to show emotion of any sort in front of my parents.

*Click* My bedroom door unlocks and opens. My mom enters the room and says.
"Here, put on makeup.. nobody needs to see that eye like that." She tossed her makeup bag at my face.

"Thanks." I reply keeping my head down.
She closes the door, I listen for her footsteps until shes in the living room. I grab that same old towel and the makeup bag and head to the bathroom. I have a quick shower, not knowing what time it was as I didnt want to be late for school or let alone making my parents breakfast. I hop out, dry my body off and wrap the towel around me.

Thankfully I know abit about makeup because of my cousin, I looked in the mirror to study my face.. ouch. This is going to be hard to cover completely, I first add concealer and foundation, working it in as best as I could. I than add some powder and do my eyes with neutral eyeshadow and some simple eyeliner and mascara. I guess its abit better than it was before, you can definitely still tell I have a black eye though. I walk out of the bathroom to run into my father who just seemed to have woken up.. i stare down at my feet.
"Good morning daddy." I say in the softest tone.
"Mmm hello little bitch, i trust what happened last night stays between me and your pussy." He whisperes in my ear.
I nodded, I kept my eyes off of him and walked into my room closing the room behind me, the sheer disgust was overwhelming that I managed to throw up in my mouth but I didnt dare to get any on the floor or I would be dead. I forced myself to swallow it, feeling the burn and the nasty taste as it goes down my throat. I look in my closet picking out a simple tank top and some ripped Jean's. I threw on some plain old white socks, brushed my hair quickly and took a deep breath.

"Get through making breakfast and before you know it school with be here." I quietly said to myself.

I opened my door and walked down the hall into the kitchen to find my dad and mom sitting on the couch per usual, what is knew? Like seriously. I make coffee and something simple as I noticed the time 8:00am.. holy crap! Already I thought. School starts at 9! Ok hmm i look around the kitchen and decide on simple cereal. I pour them both a bowl and carry both of them to my parents. Accidently pouring the smallest amount on my moms skirt. Her face immediately went bright red, looked like she was about to explode. Craig snapped at her before she could lose it.
"NO! Shes going to school in less than an hour, save it for when she gets home!" He said.
They both looked at me with the most frightening crooked smile ever. I gulped hard, grabbing myself a bowl of cereal I ate it quick.

"D-dad.. I have to go to s-school now.. or I'll be late..." I said quietly.

He looked at me, got up off the couch with a small groan. I guess his back as been acting up lately, I wonder why!? Asshole i thought.

"Let's go than little bitch, I'll drive you."

He grabbed his keys and gestured me to go outside so i followed, as I quickly slipped on my shoes. We got into the vehicle, he jammed the key in turning the ignition as the car roared to life. My school was only 10 minutes away but it felt like over an hour, the whole ride was silent I could feel his piercing eyes looking at me every so often. We pulled up to the school, I read the sign- it read. "Centrel Collegiate High School" I softly let out a breath of relief. He stopped the vehicle at the end of the parking lot, put the car into park and looked at me with a stern glare. He grabbed my thigh tightly and said.

"If you say anything little girl and I mean ANYTHING, I will kill you. I will make you feel more pain than you could ever imagine. You will regret the day you were born."

"I promise daddy. I will never ever say anything." I looked at him with my big eyes, my whole body shaking.

"Now get." He said.

I scurried to grab my backpack from the backseat that was already packed for my first day and I left the car. Before walking away I looked back and my dad winked at me, and sped off. I turn around and glance at the front of my new school, you made it Shawna.. you're finally here. This will make life worth living, you get to be free every day for a couple hours. What more could I ask for. I take the time to build up my courage and start walking toward the front doors, glancing around me I take in my surroundings. I breath in the fresh air enjoying every second I get to be away from my parents, without exactly noticing people around me I smack right into someone back and land hard on my ass.

"Shit!" I heard a husky voice say. "Are you ok?"

I look up and see this tall man, he has bright blue eyes short brown hair abit of stubble on his face. I've never seen someone so attractive in my life.

"Uhh yes, I'm ok!" I reassure him while stuttering.

He grabs my hand to help me to my feet, I dust my Jean's off.

"Hello! My name is James, I'm the new gym teacher!"

I could tell he was closely examining my eye, concern seemingly washing over his face although it seemed to go away quickly.

"Hello, I am Shawna." I whisper.

He smiles and says he'll see me later before he scurries off, I smile to myself. Reassuring myself that today will be a good day I open the front school door, hoping that just for once I will have a good day.