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               📍Saturday 6/23/18 11:52pm📍
Javen Ann'Marie Carter

I stood in my dressing room looking at myself in the mirror, letting a couple tears slip but quickly wiping them away

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I stood in my dressing room looking at myself in the mirror, letting a couple tears slip but quickly wiping them away. I'm on in 8 minutes. I keep reminding myself that I do this for Cam.

"Your on in 5 Jae" Yanna (our boss's girlfriend) said knocking on the door.

The bitch can't even count. I chuckled at myself shaking my head. I walked outta my dressing room into the room with all the girls in there. Nawh ian socialize with nunna these hoes. These bitches do this for fun. I do this so my son don't gotta struggle like I had to.

"Hey Jae"One of the girls Minnie said to me.. Shit. I just gave her ass a head nod & kept on walking. I took a couple deep breaths before walking on stage hearing cheers & seeing men throw money already. I walked towards the pole and started dancing..

📍15 minutes later📍

I finally finished dancing and considering that I'm the last dancer of the night, I collected all my money from the ground before walking off stage. I walked past all the girls and went back into my dressing room wiping all the makeup off my face. This shit nasty ku, Ion even wear makeup fr.

I stripped outta them hoe ass clothes and threw on some black joggers and my white nike shirt. I slipped on my slides before walking outta there with my duffle bag in my hand.

"Good job tonight Jae.." Yanna told me.

"Thanks"I mumbled finna walk past her.

"Wait." She stopped me."Big Ant need to talk to you in his office" she told me walking away..

Wtf.

I walked to his office and knocked on the door. "Come in." His deep voice boomed.

"Yo? Yanna said u wanted ta see me. So wassup?" I said leaning on the wall with my duffle bag still on my shoulder.

"Look Jae. Tonight's your lastnight here." He said taking his cigar outta his mouth.

"Fuck is you talm bout imma be here next Saturday ." I said finna walk out.

"Naw Javen. You know you my favorite niece and all. But we moving to the Suburbs, and Ian recruit you ."  He said

"Why tf not Ant you know this the only way I can put food on the table dump!" I shouted.

"Javen I know. But this ain't what I want you to be doing for the rest of your life. You got other shit you can do to provide for Cam." He said putting his cigar out.

"How the fuck gone tell me what I wanna do with my life" I shouted as I felt myself tearing up. Mane Ian enjoy Doin this shit but what the fuck else I'm pose to do.

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