Playboy Book 3 Jungkook/Suga FF

One~

One year. One full year without Jungkook. My heart still aches for him but I know he's up above, watching us. Everything is different now. No good morning kiss or hug. No silly texts or memes. None of it. Me and the girls have been promoting our new song, " Ddu-du-Ddu-Du" and it's going really well. The boys have had my back and always have ever since the death.  Especially Suga. Yeah he's cold and quiet but he's also really caring. 

 " Y/N did you eat? "Asked Suga

I nodded and smiled. He flashed his gummy smile before the boys walked in with Rose, Jenni and Lisa. We're at there house having a chill day. 

" What's up guys? "

 " We were just talking. " Said Suga moving away from me. 

Lisa took his spot, placing her head on my lap. Suga sat across me and crossed his legs, looking at the floor. Lately he's been very cautious around me. I don't really know why though. I have been meaning to ask but we've all been so busy. 

 " So, how's practice girls? " Asked Jimin, sitting beside me and Lisa. 

 " Good. We've been really busy though. "

 " Well remember to rest to. " Said Jin, handing out food

We all nodded and began to eat in utter silence. Soon Suga stood and walked away. His door closed and that's when I decided to ask the boys if they know what's up with his behavior.

 " Hey, do any of you know why Suga is acting weird? "

 " Really? I didn't even notice. " Said Hoseok

 " Probably just tired. It's nothing to worry about. " Said Jenni

I nodded and continued to eat. While the boys and girls were talking I snuck over to Suga's room. I knocked a few times before it answered

 " Oh, hey Y/N. "

I smiled and waved. He flashed me his gummy smile before leaning against the door.

 " What's up? "

 " Nothing, I just wanted to check up on you... " I said, shrugging and looking around

 " I'm fine. I'm just working on a new song for the album. "

 " Oh, OK. Well if you need any help, you know where to find me. " I said

He looked at me for a second before nodding his head. I smiled and walked away back to everyone else. I jumped beside Lisa and Jimin. 

 " Is he OK? "

I nodded and grabbed and grabbed my bowl of rice and meat, finishing it up.

 " Hey, we should all go and hang out once the girls finish promoting and stuff. " Said RM

 " Maybe. YG has a lot of other things planed for us so we dunno. " Said Rose 

 " Well it still is a good idea. " Said Jimin

 " You just wanna get drunk. "

 " OK, one that's so not true and two even if it is you wouldn't let me. " He said, sticking his tongue out at Lisa

She rolled her eyes before leaning against his shoulder. I smiled at them before looking down to my bowl. I miss having someone to cuddle. Or singing you to sleep. I miss having someone to...hug.

 " Y/N? "

I looked up and everyone was staring at me. I sniffled before smiling slightly. Hoseok pouted before jogging across the room and falling on top of me, giving me a big hug. I laughed and hugged back before begging him to get off me. 

 " Thanks Hoseok. "

 " Of course. " He smiled

 We went back to talking about the future and what not till my phone rang. We all stopped talking and laughing so I could talk to whoever was calling. 

 " Hello...yes this is she...wait, what?...a-are you serious?!...OK, we'll be right down. " I said

 " Who was it? " Asked Taehyung

 " T-the place that Jungkook was buried. Because of all the rain they had to add more dirt to t-the bodies. "

 " OK... "

 " They said Jungook's body wasn't there.... "

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Chapter one!!!! How is it so far? I am really gonna have fun writing this book and I hope you have fun reading. Don't forget to check out my other book " The 8th Member. " It's a Got7 ff!!! Bye for now