Playboy Book 3 Jungkook/Suga FF

Eighteen

Day Of Concert

" Are we all ready to go?" Jin called out, his rounded glasses on, slightly sliding off his nose.

Me and Jungkook sat in the living room, waiting for the others to come downstairs. We were all on our way to the concert arena.

" Nervous?" He asked me, noticing I was playing with my fingers.

" Yea..kinda." I replied, slowly nodding.

" Well.."

He moved closer to me, turning my face so he was looking at me.

" I'll be in the back, cheering you on the whole time. " 

" Jungkook I still don't think it's a good idea you come. What if we get caught and-"

" Baby relax. We won't Okay? I have my mask and hoodie. Plus your body guards are surrounding us the whole time. We're gonna be okay." He smiled softly. 

I hummed and looked away. I knew this was a bad idea. I mean it's been almost a month that Jungkook has been alive and still we haven't told the world. BTS has been making music and Jungkook is apart of it. But they obviously have to tell their billions of fans..Jungkook is alive.

" Stop thinking about it. Worry about the show. Your fans. They're expecting a good show and your gonna give it to them. " Jungkook said, dragging me out of my own world.

I nodded and chuckled.

" Your right. Everything is gonna be fine. We're gonna be just fine.." I mumbled.

~~

" Okay listen up girls. You go on in 5. Please be safe, have fun and remember. Don't mention the boys. Y/N try not to mention Jungkook as best you can."

I nodded and turned to Jungkook. It was loud because we were under the stage. Fans were screaming. Smoke was pouring onto the stage. It was perfect.

" Remember to not fall!" He yelled.

I pouted and hit his chest, making him laugh. 

" I love you Jeon Y/N." He said once he walked over, pulling me into his arms. 

He gave me a long and passionate kiss before I was pulled away from him. 

" Come on!" Lisa yelled.

" Bye baby! I'll be here the whole time!" Jungkook yelled as his members pulled him.

I stood onto the little stage that would bring us to the real stage. 

" Guys! I love you all! We're gonna be safe and have fun on this tour!" Jennie yelled.

" Yea!" Lisa yelled, jumping up. 

I smiled and looked forward. The arena went black, the screams growing louder. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. And before I knew it we were moving up. Up to the stage of screaming fans.

As we rose from the stage I looked around at the amazing sea of Blink. They were screaming for us, chanting BlackPink. It was beautiful.

Ddu du ddu du came on and we immediately started dancing. I was so happy. It's been a long time since I've been able to kinda let go and just have fun. I wasn't worried about Jungkook being exposed. I wasn't worried about possibly being fucking killed. I was so focused on giving my fans what they've been waiting for.

~~

Finally it came to a end. We all gathered together,wrapping our arms around one another. I listened as the other members talked about the hardships, pain, loss and happiness we've all gone through these past months. And finally, it was my turn.

" Uhm..yea. We all had a lot of hard times these past months. Work and not being able to give you guys much content. We know you guys want a full album. We do too. And we're trying. But we're only taking what we're given. But you guy have been amazing. Supporting us and loving us. Making us feel like we belong on this stage and preform our songs for you all. We wouldn't have been here if it weren't for you guys and its a fact. And I know I've been distant ever since our loss.."

I couldn't help it. It just came out. I was so focused on these past few months that I had even forgotten about the fact Jungkook was right back stage. I had flashbacks. And I had let it all out.

" And it's been hard on me too. I haven't really been the same..without him here. And my parents have said that I'll get over it but..here I am.  A mess. A different person. Someone who has lost the love of their life to the cruel world. And I know it's selfish of me to rant to you all about something negative when we came here for positive vibes but..I just miss him so much. And the loss of our baby..I'm just not okay." I broke down.

The girls came over and wrapped me in their arms, whispering that he's here, he's here. After I had calmed down I wiped my eyes and faced the crowd. 

 " I'm sorry guys. But on a brighter note, I love you all and please please get home safely. Thank you for coming!" I said into the micophone.

They cheered as we were lowered back underground. As soon as I stepped off the mini stage I was tackled by Jungkook.

He had lifted me off the ground, kissing me deeply. I was taken aback, obviously. He broke and looked at me, his cheeks stained with tears.

" I'll never leave you jagi. Just never leave me." He whispered.