Love Games

This Is What I Want

*Seth's P.O.V.*

"Hey Mella, what's up ?"

"Just wondering where you've been at. I haven't seen you in like almost a week !" she complained.

"I'm just going through something right now."

"You wanna give your ass up to Dean, don't you ? Well let me tell you."

"That's not even cl- yeah, tell me. Give some advice." I said going along with her.

"Well first, you have to learn how to arch your back first and keep it arched while being penetrated from the back. Then you have to get use to the pain and to do that, it's all in the suckage."

"Suckage ?"

"Exactly ! Spend at least fifteen minutes giving him the best, most maximum suckage you can. You'll get comfortable with the size of his di-"

"Okay ! Okay ! No !" I said stopping her.

"But how else are you gonna get the feel of it !?"

"That's not what I'm dealing with ! I just wanna know, how do I tell him what I want ?"

"Just tell him. He's gonna say yes because you know, he never turns down sex."

"But if he says no, I don't know if I can be with him. It's life changing, yeah, but I have to have them in my life. I'm 32 and I'm ready."

"Are we still talking about sex ?" she asked confused.

"Uh .... yeah ! I just know it's gonna be sooooo good and I haven't done it before ! You're right, he's gonna say yes !"

"Okay ?"

"Thanks for the advice !" I said running off.

Even though she was talking about something completely different, she was right. I had to just tell him. This is the moment that I always hear women say: "if he can't give you what you want, he's not the one for you." I had strong faith that he'd be there for me and go on this journey with me.

After talking to Carmella, Dean messed around with me backstage, running around with my title and hiding it. After finding it in catering underneath a tray of sandwiches, I gained up the courage to tell him exactly what was on my mind.

"I love you." he said hugging me as I approached him.

"I love you too, which is why I have to talk to you about something." I said walking with him.

*Dean's P.O.V.*

"Are we going to mess around in a supply closet again ?"

"Not exactly." he answered.

"Did I do something wrong ?" I questioned.

"Nope, everything's great."

"Then why do I feel nervous ?"

"Look, we've been together for a few months, like you said, but we've known each other for years." he started.

"If you don't want to-"

"No, I have to say this. I should've said something before you proposed, but I didn't except that to happen." he said wrapping his arms around me. "Anyways, it's something big and-"

"Are you one of those religious people ? We can wait until we're married to have sex, that's fine. I've waited this long, right ?"

"What ? That's not what I'm talking about." he said confused.

"It's not ? Then why else would you be all dramatic ?"

"I was gonna tell you .... I want kids, Dean."

".... from who ?" I casually asked.

"From you !"

"No." I told him. "Why would you want kids ?"

"Because that's the only thing missing from my life. I had the perfect job, the perfect fiancé. I'm just missing the perfect kids. Do you know what I mean ?"

"No, I don't. Seth, kids just get in the way ! That means you have to leave them behind when we travel, and you know you're emotional. You'd miss them too much and wouldn't trust a babysitter."

"That's why I wanted to talk about this before hand. I want kids with you."

"Guys ! Stephanie is calling you guys out to the ring !" a PA yelled to us.

We went out to the ring and I tried to stay in character, but my world was just rocked. Hell, it was shook to the core !

"Fighting champions, you've done it all !" Stephanie said as we joined her. "But there's a team that you haven't beaten, and they tore through tag division in NXT. So we're gonna have a title match, right now. Your opponents .... D-I-Y !"

"What the hell ? I thought they were feuding ?" I asked confused.

The bell rung, Seth was focused more than ever. He held his own against Ciampa, but when he tagged me, I didn't know what to do. It was like I forgot all my moves, like it was my first match. I got kicked around and thrown all over the place. Knowing the titles were on the line, I still couldn't pull it together.

Seth jumped in to save me as the referee tried forcing him out, but not even that helped me. Gargano superkicked Seth off the apron and the next thing I know, there's a foot coming at my face, but a knee smashing to the back of my head. In five minutes, we lost our titles.

"Are you guys okay ? That was a crazy match !" Carmella said meeting us backstage as Seth iced my head.

"What the hell was that !? What are they doing here !?"

"You don't remember ? Steph told us we'd have an impromptu match with DIY. What happened out there ?"

"You dropped that bomb on me !"

"I can tell I have to go." Carmella said leaving.

"Seth, you can't just say you want kids right before a match !"

"I'm sorry, I just couldn't hold it in anymore. I thought you were gonna say yes !"

"What makes you think I'd say yes ! I don't know the first, second or last thing about kids !" I complained. "Especially now since I just got my faced kicked off ! Can't you hold off on kids for like, then years ?"

"This is what I want. I can't believe we're at a disagreement. Or maybe-"

"Maybe what ?" I asked started to eat the ice from the bag.

"Maybe this is another one of your love games ? You just wanna see how far I'll go to get you to say yes !"

"Seth, this isn't a fuc-"

"We'll see ! You broke down first, said you loved me first .... this is just another win under my belt !"

"What belt ? We just lost the titles !" I yelled as he walked off.

Over the next few weeks, Seth tried tricking me into saying yes to kids. He tried bribing me with cake, sending me videos of babies walking for the first time and even stopped in public just to look at people's babies. Still, I didn't understand why he wanted kids so bad.