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It was the truth. Jimin could care less at this point if he was found. But why?
Even though Jin is nice to him, that's not a valid reason to want to stay. Maybe it's because of Yoongi?
He's not kind to Jimin, but he's still drawn to him. Jimin wants to know what his father did to him. Why he is the way he is. Also, he wants to help him with his troubles.
Maybe he won't be like this if someone helped him, guided him, and made him realizehe's not alone.
If he knew that he wasn't the only one going through this. That jimin understands. He could possibly be happy?
But he doesn't seem like the type of person to open up to someone. To actually know what it feels like to be loved, and cared for.
Well, now that Jimin was thinking about it. He doesn't really know either. His dad never showed him love, his younger brother was starting to act like his father more, and his mom....
Don't think about it Jimin.
Block it from your mind.
Don't let them know what you feel.
Don't let them know what you know.
They'll only hurt you more.
No one cares.
He told himself.
He quickly jolted off the bed. Looking around to find something to ease his thoughts.
His anxiety building up isn't helping the situation. But to much and it gets worse. The thoughts get darker.
Jimin fell into the dark corner. Sitting in a fetal position, rocking back and fourth. The burning tears agonizingly creeped down his face slowly.
Burning eyes, hurtful mind, the voices; are just confirming what he was. How he feels. Why no one loves him, cares for him, or even understands.
This is why you should've done it.
He didn't listen and now he's just going through this process everyday.
Repeating the motions.
You're a coward.
Worthless.
Unloved.
You shouldn't be here.
Could've ridden the world of yourself a long time ago.
But he didn't listen.
And now he's in a dark corner crying to himself, like the useless piece of crap he thinks he is.
He had the chance, but blew it.
You should be dead.....
~ Hello y'all.
Sorry for the dark chapter.
I might post really late, I apologize for that. I haven't been feeling great lately. But thank you all for reading this.
