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Lukas

I was so eager to know but at the same time scared of what she was about to say. Scared to hear what had ruined this beautiful woman standing infront of me. She couldn't stop crying and it hurt. Even though I didn't show it, it hurt me so much when she cried.

"His name was Tad. He was one of the cool guys and got anything he wanted because daddy was the principal..." she rolled her eyes. " he never talked to me. I don't even think he knew I existed until one day, out of the blue he approached me. He started flirting and young naive me fell for his charm. Then we-" she was beet red right now and she started breathing through her mouth because her nose was completely blocked.

I hugged her even tighter and kissed her forehead. She took a few deep breathes before she continued. "Then somehow we started dating. Everything seemed amazing. He let me hang out with him at school and everyone started to have an interest in Angelina Ross. Everyone was either jealous of me or badly wanted to be my friend. After two months Tad convinced me to.......to sle-ep with him." she stuttered.

I clenched my jaw countless times and it was starting to hurt. I couldn't control my anger. This Tad moron had taken advantage of her. And I feared everything she was about to tell me would leave me scarred too.

"So I did. Many times. It wasn't nice. It always hurt. Our sex only pleased him. I was just an object he used." she stopped and shut her eyes. Her breathe was shaky and her heart was beating rapidly.

"A month later.....I found out I was pregnant." my eyes grew in shock. I didn't expect that. "My parents were never around to care that much. I had no friends, no family. They knew about my pregnancy and they said I should remove 'it' before the problem became bigger than it is." she opened her eyes and met mine.

There was so much pain in her light green orbs. Her soul was shattered beyond repair. All this time she's been alone. "When I told Tad, he said that it was my fault. He blamed me for everything. After that he left me. Told everyone that I was a whore and that I was pregnant. And the worst part is he denied the baby. Everyone did gossip, including teachers, janitors too." she stifled a sarcastic chuckle. "People went on every social network they had and said something nasty about me. It hurt so much. All I had was the little baby growing inside of me." she placed her hand by her lower stomach and tears ran down her face like a waterfall.

I kissed her nose softly before stroking her hand. "I'm so sorry. What....what happened to the baby." I asked and soon regretted it. She took some time before replying. "Miscarriage." she whispered. "I was completely broken after that. I started drinking and smoking anything I could get my hands on. I even started cutting myself. I was so depressed and everyone knew. My parents offered therapy but I refused because I knew they just wanted the world to see how they were "great parents"." she paused as the memories played in her head. I watched as her eyelids closed and she took sharp breathes.

"Later on I actually started believing everything that was been said. That it was actually my fault for falling pregnant and that I wasn't a good girlfriend to Tad." she finished on an exhale.

"Are you kidding me? Angelina non of that was your fault. The fucking Tad guy is to blame for everything. He's the one who persuaded you to sleep with him." I said, my jaw and fists clenched so hard.

"Yeah but he didn't force me to sleep with him Lukas."

"You were young Lina. Experimental. You didn't know that things were going to work out like that. I know that you must've been an amazing girlfriend and Tad should have thanked God every single minute for having someone like you in his life. The fucking guy was an idiot Lina and I think you shouldn't let someone like that destroy you. You are the most beautiful woman I've ever come across. And the strongest. You need to let go Lina. Let your negative past stay behind you, in the past. You don't have to carry it all with you."  one side of her lips tugged into a small smile. "And I know you would've been a great mom."

I lowered my head and let it rest on hers. Then moved closer. Seconds later she was kissing me slowly. Even though our lips were together she felt detached. It felt like she was afraid to hold on....to hold on to something that she might lose in the future. I secured my hands on her waist and pulled her even closer.

She pulled away and looked at me for seconds. We just stayed like that. She opened her mouth to speak but shut it again. She took in deep breathes and I waited for her. "I....I.." she tried to speak but she just couldn't. "It's okay. Just let it out." I whispered.

"Lukas I ....I lov-e y-ou."

I couldn't believe what I just heard. My lips tugged into a big smile. She loves me. I knew she did but hearing her say it was different. It felt so right.

"Sorry I didn't quit catch that. You what?" I teased her.

She rolled her eyes and chuckled. "You heard me asshole."

"I love you too." I laughed

She smiled. Her smile was like no other. It was so genuine. It was a smile she had not smiled in years. She was finally happy.

"Come on. Let's get you inside." I said before lifting her under the water and carrying her bridal style to the house. She swung her hands around my neck and snuggled her face into my chest. Her breathing was calming down. So was her heart rate.

Her eyes were closed and she looked at peace. I walked up the stairs, being careful not to slip since water dropped off both our bodies and coated the floor with a shiny look.

I pushed my bedroom door open and walked over to the massive bed right in the centre of the room. I laid her down and walked to the bathroom. I heard her move around before a wet sound came in contact with the floor.

I walked back to the bathroom with two towels. She was completely naked and had a mischievous smirk resting on her perfectly-shaped lips. I stopped right infront of her and starting drying her off with one of the towels.

She took the other one and wrapped it around her hair. Once she was dry I got her a shirt that I knew would fit her like a dress. It hung comfortably around her body and she looked much more better than she did ten minutes ago.

"Thank you." she said while cupping my jaw and bringing my face down to hers. She stared into my eyes and I looked right back into hers. They were darker now. Full of love. Passion. Strength. Lust.

Feelings she had never felt before. And I was happy. Happy that I was the first to offer her the taste of these incredible things. I smiled and nodded back.

I was truly happy and so was she.

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