❛ The Beauty Of Irritation ❜

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❝ I MAY NOT SAY IT, BUT I AM IRRITATED IN A WAY ❞

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❝ I MAY NOT SAY IT, BUT I AM IRRITATED IN A WAY ❞

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Thinking about it now, this summer is very . . . okay. I'm not going to complain about it, since you can't have it all- but I will say that it's between the good and bad. Plus complaining is a thing that irritates me.

PROS
— I've met new people, different interaction.
— I've gotten closer to the people I wished to get closer with.
— I've learned new things about people, about situations, and how to react to certain people.
— I've had some fun times with people.
— Friends who have been inactive for a while have now tried to be active.
— I have learned to read the atmosphere.

CONS
- The people who I've met can't replace those who have left.
- The closer I got to different people the more I have somehow created distance to those I was already close with.
- I've learned that the beings who I have surrounded myself with, now have different problems here.
- I've had bad times with people.
- I realize that if you don't roleplay for a while, you start noticing things about people.
- I've felt regret and shame, horrible feelings, things have crumbled around me, the truth of things have been smacked into my face.
• But even with all these cons, I still think that everything, even the darkness, the negativity has beauty. It may not be clear to see the beauty, but everything happens for a reason. And that's why I think everything's beautiful. It may irritate me. But I will still find things beautiful.

My friend's mother gave some good advice to her- because we were talking about how she apologizes repeatedly. She said- "Listen, don't apologize if they are not offended. And if they are a true friend, then they will tell you if they are offended."

I'm taking this advice, even if it wasn't directed towards me, I'll still take it.

HAHA, CONFESSION TIME.

GET READY.

- CURSES
- JEALOUSY
- ATTITUDE
- COMPLAINTS
- ASSUMPTIONS
- BEING REPLACED
- NOT KNOWING YOUR PLACE
- WHEN EVERYONE IS NOT INCLUDED

All these things are basically the description of every negative thing disliked from personal experience by yours truly~

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