Max Malanaphy | MAXcollective

Now, Sashay Away.

"Sashay Away"
"Sashay Away"
"Sashay Away"
The words that came out of RuPaul's mouth repeated over and over again in my head. What had I done wrong? I tried my best, but the thought that RuPaul had no longer believed in me was breaking my heart day by day. I am MAX. I am MAx. I am Max. I am max, unfortunately.

It had been entire month since my elimination and I had still not gone out and lived my life. I just couldn't. I couldn't get myself up. I.. hated my life. It's not that I was sad that I didn't win, I was disappointed in myself because I was unable to show the judges who MAX is.

I didn't know what to do from this point. What was I supposed do when I was so broken? When I no longer believed that I was good enough? I had to do something and that was a fact.

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