Vas Happening?!I am so sad cause my app is not working with the notifications it shows it blank.I tried deleting,refreshing it,and even turning off my iPad.Ugh life sucks!Anyways hope you like the chapter!Oh and the song is All of the Stars by Ed Sheeran.
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Zayn's POV:
It has been five days since we got the news and today was the funeral.I knew I wasn't ready for it either.This event just makes me want to cry more then I have already.I was in a black button down with dress pants and dress shoes.But when I looked in the mirror my face was pale and I look skinner from not eating as much and I am just depressed.Then there was a knock on my door when I opened it Olivia and Harry were there with sad looks."Hey guys."I said.
"Are you ready?"Asked Harry.
"Ready then I will ever be."I replied.And I got my phone and off we went.But once we were about to turn the corner Perrie was there with running mascara and she basically looked like a mess.But her face made me so angry.
"What are you doing here?!"I hissed at her.She flinched back and then responded:
"I heard the news about Belle and I am-"I cut her off and snapped:
"You don't have the right to say her name.You caused this!She was going to get better but your little friends broke her."And I pushed her out of my way and walked to the parking lot.I couldn't stand to see her right now.Not on this day!Soon Olivia and Harry came to the car and opened it so I could go in.In about fifteen minutes we arrived at the church.I sat by Olivia and Harry with Louis,Niall,and Liam beside me too.Then the priest came up and started to speak and the tears were already building up.
"We are gathered here today to remember a beautiful,intelligent, girl.Isabella Marie Hill was a big event in everyone's life.Once you saw her a smile was brought to your face.But now she is in a better place with god.And now she is with angels and can finally live life to the fullest.Having Isabella leave us we never wanted to hear it but her life was too much.The bullying,her father,and just the memories broke her down.She couldn't help it but to finally have god on her side.We knew that she thought that no one would miss her but we did.And still do.Seeing her suffer was too much and I think having her gone and knowing she is in a better place can make us feel a little better.Now we are going have her mother talk about Isabella for a little bit."Her mother walked up to the podium and talked into the mic:
"I remember the day that I was told that I have a beautiful baby girl to love for the rest of my life.It was June 17,1995 12:03 p.m on a sunny day I was given my angel.And now to have her gone is just.."She broke out crying and tried to continue.
"Is just hard.My daughter was my life.You would think that you get to see your child get married,have kids,find the love of there life.But I didn't.Your parents have to die first but Isabella did before me and that's not right.I miss her with all heart and when I found my baby on the floor lifeless it was..nothing you ever want to experience.And to be honest that is all I have been seeing these past few days.And I all want is her back.I know we all miss her smile,eyes,and just her but I guess you have to learn to..let go."And her tears were coming down and landing everywhere.She walked off and I was crying cause I know she has to have it worst then me.The priest walked back and said:
"We have a special guest here to sing here for Isabella.Welcome Troye to sing for her."A guy with brown hair and eyes walked on and said:
"I am going to sing a song for Isabella."(This is his song that I am going to put on here.I suggest you put on the song then other one agian)
"The weight.Of a simple human emotion.Weighs me down.More than the tank ever did.The pain.It's determined and demanding.To ache, but I'm okay...And I don't want to let this go.I don't want to lose control.I just want to see the stars with you.And I don't want to say goodbye.Someone tell me why.I just want to see the stars with you.You lost, a part of your existence.In the war, against yourself.Oh, the lights,they light up in lights of sadness.Telling you, it's time to go.And I don't want to let this go.I don't want to lose control.I just want to see the stars with you.And I don't want to say goodbye.Someone tell me why.I just want to see the stars with you.Don't give it up just yet stay grand.For one more minute, don't give it up just yet.Stay grand.(I don't want to let) And I don't want to let this go(I don't want to lose) I don't want to lose control(And I just want to see) I just want to see the stars (the stars with you) with you.And I don't want to say (don't want to say) goodbye.Someone tell me why (tell me why)I just want to see the stars (the stars with you) with you.With you."He finished and the song just brought more tears.The priest thanked him and then he continued again:
"Now we have a special request for someone to come up and speak.Zayn can you please step up to the podium?"I was surprised but honored too.I walked up and started to speak.
"I haven't known Isabella for awhile but she always brought happiness to me.At first when I met her I thought she was a complete asshole."Which everyone laughed at even her mother.
"But once you stayed with her this beauty bursted out of her smile and her eyes showed an angel.I was falling for her to be honest.I did do some messed up crap to her and I regret every little second when I did it.But when I saw the knife by her chest I broke.I tried and I..I didn't save.Having her lifeless body in my arms was heartbreaking cause I.."Tears came down and I didn't know if I could finish.
"Cause I loved her.And when she said she loved me back I didn't want to lose her.I wanted to be with and see her face forever.And now I can't cause she left me.She left us.Having Belle in my life will change me forever.But I know one day I will forget and love someone else but I will never forget her smile because I loved Isabella Marie Hill."I knew that I was done and finally expressed all the feelings for her.I walked off and sat back down.The priest came back and then we were going to the cemetery to bury her.Once we got there we placed our flowers and when they closed the casket I broke.They were lowering her down into the ground and she was leaving me."No don't go!I love you!"
And I woke up!It was all a bad dream."Zayn!"Yelled Olivia.
"Good you are up!She is alive!"She smiled.
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It was all a dream!Yay!I hope you liked the sad chapter and I love you all and now my wattpad is working yay!Luv ya and see you soon!
-Ally<3
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FanfictionIsabella Hill was a troubled teen.Bullied and when her father left she wasn't the same.When she's been finally happy things all turn down when she meets Zayn Mailk a mysterious boy with a past no one should go through.Will they both be able to get...
