First Sight

5th Chapter

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Camila POV

Two weeks after our first date, Harry has been acting strange. He hasn't been answering any of my texts or calls. 

Is he hiding something from me? Harry hasn't shown any public affection, not even in front of his friends.

Is Harry embarrassed of me? Or is he just scared to be in a relationship, like me? 

Manhattan is a weird place. 

I haven't told my mother about Harry yet, I'm scared of what her reaction is going to be. I had a boyfriend before but she didn't support it for some reason. Or any of my relationships since I was little. She would always tell me "You don't know what love is" and "The boy doesn't love you." It was pretty harsh that my mom would say that. But I think I am ready for a real relationship.

Next period is lunch, the perfect time to talk to Harry. 

Harry is with his friends as usual, I always sat alone for lunch because Lauren was always with Zayn and I haven't really made friends yet. It's hard in this school because everybody already has their groups. 

I come over to Harry and his groups of friends "Harry can I talk to you?" he looks at me and slowly nodded. 

"Harry why have you been ignoring me, you haven't talk to me since our first da.." Harry quickly shuts me up before I could complete the sentence. "Not here, not right now. I will tell you after school, it's better for you and me. Trust me." 

It quickly made me anxious of the reason why he is doing this. Harry walks back to his friends and I'm here still wondering why. I wanted the day to end, but time is going slow and it's killing me. 

Why is Harry making our relationship private? What does he mean it's better for 'us'? 

All these questions are filling my mind and I want to know everything right now. Harry is killing me with this suspense and wait.

It's already last period and I'm happy that it's almost over. When I look in back of me, there is a couple of preppy girls whispering about me. What were they saying? All I know is that there names are Dinah and Normani. Ever since I came to this school, they would always give me these stares and just look away very quickly when I notice them. I need to know what they are saying about me, "Hi, if you need to tell me something, say it to me now." They both look at each other and rolled their eyes. I probably sounded really mean, but it is pissing me off. They are so stuck up. "Were not the problem, you should ask Harry. He is just using you." Is it true? Was Harry using me, was that the reason he has been ignoring me? I should've known, he is just like the other guys where they don't care about the girl and use them. My heart starts to shatter and I want to cry right in front of everybody. Boys are so selfish.

When the bell rang, I try to get out of this school as fast as I can. When I see Harry at the front doors, I made it less obvious that I wasn't there. I was about to exit the doors, I feel someone grabbing my arm. It was Harry. "Hey can we go somewhere else to talk about it?" 

"Oh what, are you going to tell me that you have been using me! I thought you weren't like the other guys, but I guess not. Just leave me alone!" Everybody was staring at us, and he looks shock of what I said. He probably thought I wouldn't find out about this. Before he could speak, I quickly ran away from him. 

Harry POV

"Harry are you dating that new chick because of.." I quickly shut him up before he even say those words that I don't want to hear. I always wanted to tell Camila since the day I met her but it's impossible. She can't be the person, and how? "Sorry man, oh look there she is." When I turn to the direction he pointed at it was Camila. She walks toward our lunch table "Harry can I talk to you?" 

Did she find out? 

I can't introduce her to my friends yet, they will tell her. It's my job to tell her, not anybody else. "Harry why have you been ignoring me, you haven't talked to me since our first da.." She was too loud and I didn't want my friends to find out yet that I'm dating Camila. It's not that I'm embarrassed of her, I'm scared for her. She might get hate and get made fun of. Nobody is nice her, not even the New York area. 

"Not here, not right now. I will tell you after school, it's better for you and me. Trust me." she looked confused and hurt. I don't want my love ones to get hurt. 

After lunch, I couldn't stop thinking of what I was going to say to her. Should I tell her the truth? Or make a exuse? No Harry, you got to tell her the truth. I hope nobody tells her anything, she doesn't deserve it even though it's my fault. 

I kept thinking about the date I had with her a couple of weeks ago. It was amazing and I was the happiest I ever been. Many horrible things happened to me before I met Camila. It was a dark time for me, and I didn't talk to anybody, not even my parents. It was too much to handle at the moment. But when I walked through that door on the first week of school and I saw her talking to the teacher. Something clicked inside me, and just made me smile for some reason. Even my parents notice when I got home that day, they never seen me smile in months so they were shocked.

Last year, was just horrifying for me and sad. I never thought these things would happen to me, like I only seen in movies and not in real life. 

It was finally after school, I'm quite nervous to talk to her. I didn't want to tell her and make her feel bad for me. It will take time, just not right now. 

I always see Camila walk home after school, so I will just wait at the front doors of the school to see if I find her. My stomach starts to feel queasy and I'm not sure if I am ready yet. I'm I?

Camila was walking out the hallway and it looks like she is about to cry. Did someone tell her?

 "Hey can we go somewhere else to talk about it?" There was a lot of people staring at us, this is so nerve racking. 

"Oh what, are you going to tell me that you have been using me! I thought you weren't like the other guys, but I guess not. Just leave me alone!" Camila screams with tears rolling down her cheek. Now everybody is staring at us.

What is she talking about? This is so confusing, that isn't what I was going to say. It hurts me because she feels this way about me. Who was telling her these lies? 

Camila quickly ran away from me before I could even speak. 

Sorry for this late update again, I've been busy and on vacation. I will try to update as soon as possible because school is coming up and everything. But I hope you are enjoying the story! :) If you don't mind, I would love your guys feedback since it's my first time writing (Niallsfinest) Please vote/comment, THANK YOU!