Once, you said "I love you",
And that is how I started to
Belive that I can love and gain and not love and lose; that I can love you.
The dream of love lit up again
And I could feel again; I could feel like all the men.
To feel was wonderful indeed,
But I was not sure that it was what I need.
I might have needed to learn to fly,
Before to start living and again to die.
I wanted to be brave,
I wanted to have the courage for what I deeply craved;
So, I took the fall,
Hoping not to end up stuck behind a stone-hard wall.
Green and blue eyes with dark brown curls on white pale skin
Let me in,
Got me under their spell
And kept me loved and locked up well.
I was your lock and you were my key,
But then, you lost your sight and start losing me.
I loved you and you loved me for a little while,
But then you got bored of me and stepped away one mile;
One mile that I could not run,
One mile away with your new sun..
And suddenly I was the lonely moon
Which wanted to see you so soon.
The wish grew great pain in my heart
And then again I wanted to tear my soul apart.
I was one and only on the dark sky,
One and only, wishing to die.
I cried,
Hundreds of deaths I lived inside,
All for the man that made me love again,
Saying that love in the soul was only a gain.
I lost everything I had
And not even for being bad,
I lost everything I had
For the star about I was so mad.
My madness made me stronger
Just to die my life a little bit longer.
One dark night I realized,
Something that woke up my mind but left my soul paralyzed;
I would have painted the sky blue,
If you wanted me to,
I would have painted the sky red,
If only one word about this you'd have said,
But I would have never torn it apart
Like you did with my heart.
