Magcon Imagines

Jack Gilinsky

Ok, so here's my first imagine! I posted this on my Instagram account weeks ago but thought I'd use it again so I hope you guys like it!

Your P.O.V

Me and Jack have been dating for almost a year now but recently we have hit a rock in our relationship. We were constantly arguing about little things that shouldn't matter and both of us being the stubborn people we are never said sorry and just swept all of our problems under the rug and tried to forget about them! But today the fight went a little too far, the worst it's ever been. "JACK, why do you always have to twist everything around and blame it on me?" I screamed in his face.

"I'm sorry but YOU were the one that was all over HIM. So who's fault is it then?" He roared.

"Jack, he's my best friend, all I did was hug him. Ugh, you just need to stop being so over protective and jealous and actually trust me for once. I would never ever cheat on you Jack and you should know that!" Things were getting a little out of hand. All I wanted was to be held in his arms and made to feel safe again, but that was obviously not going to happen, was it?" Jack lifted his arm to run his hands through his hair and I flinched inking he was going to hit me. A look of hurt flashed on his face when he noticed. He sighed. "I won't and I'll never hurt you Y/N but sometimes you make it so hard for me to love you," he whispered. That's all it took for the endless tears to come.

"Yeah well maybe you should stop loving me and I'll return the damn favour!" I shouted at him with tears flowing out my bloodshot eyes.

"FINE, you know what Y/N it's over. It's over!" I couldn't move. I was in shock. Jack stormed out the house, not once glancing back and that's when reality hit me...hard. I wasn't his anymore and he wasn't mine. I used to cut before Jack came into my life but I stopped when I was dating him because he made me feel special and as if I really did matter to this world. I had no one now. My parents left me 3 years ago when I was 18 to go to god knows where. They didn't care about me, no one cared long enough to stay. I had had enough. K ran over to my wardrobe where my razor blade that I hadn't touched in forever was hidden. It felt foreign in my hands, but that didn't stop me. I cut everywhere. All over. I welcomed the pain, slash after slash I showed myself no mercy. I felt myself becoming weaker and weaker but I kept on going. I didn't deserve this life. My vision started to blur and that was when darkness took over. I had given up.

Jack P.O.V

After I stormed out I regretted it. I love Y/N with all my heart. It had been an hour since I had left and I was debating wether or not too back. "Ugh, stuff it." I was going back , I need to out things right with the one I cherished that it hurt so much to see her in pain and all because of me. When I arrived at her house I didn't bother knocking, I ran straight up to her bedroom but she wasn't there. So I check the bathroom, and that's when I saw it. A scream escaped my lips the moment I laid eyes on her. Blood. Everywhere. She was lying limp on the floor covered and surrounded by her own blood. I ran over to her and cradled her head in my lap and checked her pulse. Nothing. She was gone. Endless sobs and screams racked through my body. I could have saved her, but I didn't. I could have been there for her, but I wasn't. "Y/N, I'm so so so so sorry princess, it's all my fault. I love and have loved you since the moment I laid eyes on you. Your my everything and I'm so sorry. You don't deserve any of this!" My tears and sobs were never ending. I placed a last kiss on her cold, lifeless cheek that were stained with tears. "I love you Y/N! Always have, always will!"

So I hope you guys like it :) Tell me what you think and please be honest! Oh and comment what boy I should do next!