But I Still Want You..

Practice

It's been a few days since the incident, and Hoseok still has to do it.
Jimin and Hoseok are in the dance studio by themselves for the fifth time and Hoseok is refusing to talk to Jimin.

"Can we just talk about this? Is there any way I can fix this? I'm sorry for what I did to you, Hobi.." Jimin sighs and sits down next to Hoseok, wrapping his arm around around Hoseoks shoulder, causing Hoseok to scoot away from him.

"Don't." Hoseok whispers, but loud enough for Jimin to hear him.

Hoseok gets up and looks at Jimin, giving him a look to get up so they can get this done and over with. Hoseok walks over to his phone and stats to play the song.

Their bodies sway together so gracefully, today it feels different then the other practices, because Hoseok actually talked to him and acknowledged that he existed.

But I still want you..

'One down.. six more to go..' Hoseok thought to himself as Jimin lifted him in the air, spinning him around like in those stupid romance movies. 'I miss him..' Another thought that crossed his mind as he looked at Jimins face.

But I still want you.... Oh~
I still want you~

Jimins heart was on fire, he felt his eyes start to water but he made sure not to let the tears fall.
'My Hobi.. what did I do..' Jimin bite my lip to prevent himself from saying anything, thoughts running through his mind begging to be spilled out of his mind.

And I still want you~

'His face is so close..' Hoseok took a deep breath. 'Cmon Hoseok.. Three left. You can do this..' Hoseok felt himself slowly starting to break down

But I still want you~

Jimin felt his knees get weaker each time he would catch Hoseok glance at his face. He missed the time where they would spend hours laying in bed staring at each other without saying a word. He missed all of it. He missed Hoseok

I still want you~

Hoseok felt fat tears start to roll down his cheeks, he looks away before Jimin could see them. 'No no no no..'
Jimin looked at Hoseok in the eyes and sang the last part quietly

And I still want you~

As soon as the song ended Hoseok ran away and into the bathroom.

"Hoseok!" Jimin yelled as he saw Hoseoks figure drifting out of his reach. He sighs, sitting on the floor with his back against the wall.

"No no no no no.." Hoseok cried quietly to himself, biting his finger to make sure he wasn't loud enough for people to hear him. Specifically Jimin.
It had been so long since he felt his touch.. the way his soft hands touched his face and the feeling of his strong grip. He missed him. He missed him so much that it physically hurt him. But deep down he knows that he's never gonna get him back, the Jimin that he once knew is gone, things were never gonna be the same.

Jimin felt nothing but regret. Regret for all of the pain that he caused Hoseok. Regret for ever even thinking of getting with Jungkook let alone actually doing it.
He lost his baby, his Hoseok.

((A/N hi this breaks my heart to write this oml but it's gOnNa bE wOrtH iT I (j) hope))