I want to kiss your neck

Prologue

Harry Styles:

When i was 6 year's old. I met this lonely boy named: Louis. My dad and his dad were best mates . And they wanted us to "Bond" Since he was moving in with us. His dad was having problem's at work and couldn't take care of his own kid. And his wife passed away while giving birth to Louis. But our relationship wasn't that special, since he never spoke to me, But we did fight sometimes. But i would always feel bad at the end, and apologized to him. But he always said he didn't need anyone's "Pity"  It wasn't after 2 years later, that we started to get along and we even liked to sleep together at night when we felt lonely. He was a year older than me so at school it was difficult to hang out. We met our best mates: Liam, Niall & Zayn, When i was 10 and Louis 11. Ever since we've been inseparable. When i was 12, Louis and i kissed, I think it was out of curiosity. But after that we didn't talk much until he brought home his girlfriend. I was 13 by that time and he was 14 with a girlfriend. That's when i decided to start having girlfriend's of my own. Eleanor (His girlfriend) never liked me. She said that Louis will always have a soft spot for me and that she was jealous. Then she started to bully me. And that's when Louis broke up with her. When Louis was 16 i cought him in bed with a girl and i didn't know why i was so mad..... Niall is the guy who understands me best, and knows ALL of my secret's. Currently we are still leaving together, my mom passed away 2 years ago in a car accident. And my dad is always working. So that leaves me, Louis and Gemma. But she's always partying or at her best friend's house, So it's pretty much just me and Louis. I'm 18 and i have a girlfriend named: Amy. She's sweet, but Louis hates her. Louis is 19 and his girlfriend's name is Danielle, but they look more like best friends to me. I can't help but feel that they just don't belong together. Louis needs somebody who understands him. Someone who knows what he wants. Someone like me.