Do hookers have feelings?

True story

Chapter 13

Alex's Pov

"The A club? You got to be fucking kidding me" he looked at me with a confused face. "Whats wrong?" he sat back. "You cant name it that". " And whose going to stop me?" he gave me a stubborn look. " on one but isn't better that you give it some name that has a meaning for you" I gave him a flirty smile. "Yeah this actually has a  meaning, My Mothers name is Anistesia" I signed in relief. "I have to ask though why are you so scared of commitments"he pure him self another glass of burden.

I hissed at first " I'm not". "you kinda are" he took a sip of his wine. " I just don"t like them" I shrugged in my sit. "Its basically the same thing don't you think" he sat the glass down and his hands were back at his thigh. "No its not I chose not to be commit to any one, I'm not scared of it" I denied again. " what happened Alex? What happened to the 15 year old girl I knew in high school?" he asked looking deep in to my eyes.I didn't answer instead I held my breath back. " who broke your heart?" he asked again. His look was so intense " Max, I don't know what your talking about" I adjusted the way I was sited. "come on you could tell me" he pushed for an answer.  "Then we are going to need a loot of liquor" drank all his drink in one breath.

**** 4 years ago*****

A few moths after my parents death I started working at a dinner. I was dating a great guy his name was Jonny, he lived in my bulling. On our anniversary night I asked a girl at work to cover for me and I went home early. when I walked in I noticed there was an extra cots on the couch. Made my way through the living room to the bed room i can hear moans. the door is cracked open so I snicked a pick Jonny was fucking another lady. Oh hell no. he is not going to have his way in my house, in my bed. I marched to the kitchen and the first thing I Saw was a knife I thought to my self " that's a bit excessive" and grabbed a pan " this will do" i marched back to the bed room making a loud bang on the door when i got in. 

" you got to be fucking kidding me" I yelled. He sprat up, his face had different emotions but the one that's  dominating was confusion and guilt. I looked at the girl under him "Hi, I'm the girl friend" looked at him and with out thinking I swing   my hand holding the pan and I hit his face he was knocked out unconscious on the floor now. The girl let out a high pitch scream and sat up. "Oh honey you are not going any where" I pulled her hair and pinned her down. " pleas I didn't know" she started crying. I looked in my night stand and found scissors. He had long dark hair I pulled it in a ponytail and cut it she let out a cry again, I still wasn't satisfied lets see what i have in here ohh I found shaving cream. I put some saving cream on her eye brows and smiled to my self she was squirming under me so  let her go she stood up crying and she touched her hair and looked at me crying she looked at the bed and saw her long brown hair on my pillow " are you crazy?" she asked between sobs. "You have seen nothing yet" each step i took towards her she took a step back "live now" i point to the door she left running naked. 

I dragged Jonnys bare ass out to the hall and closed the door behind me. I walked back in to the bed room took out all his clothes and put it in a garbage bag. I got a lighter as I walked out and also cold water. I walked out the apartment and locked the door behind me. I spill the cold water on him " wake up jack ass" I didn't wait for a response I just left him. I made my way to the ally behind our building I found a garbage cane and dumped all his close in it trew in my lighter and saw it go up in flames."NOOOO" I heard him scream form behind me. He walked up to me trying to cover his junk. He had a split lip. I smiled deviously. "Fuck you Jonny" I spat out. "I loved you " my tears started to chock me. " How may were they ?" I asked. "just 3" he answered. A tear rolled down my chick " wasn't I enough?" it came out as a whisperer but he heard it. He took a step closer and I took one further.  he signed " you were, you still are" he tried to get closer. "Dont you dare come near me or I swear to got I will cut off your dick and feed it to you" I warned him. Just like that I walked away.

Few days latter I learned that I was pregnant and I decided I can be a single mother. One night a sharp looking older guy walked in to the diner and took a seat at my station. I walked up to him "hi may I take your order?" he had his dinner. Just about to leave he turned to me and said how would you like to make easy money?" I thought why not I'm going to have a baby soon. This could help me out a lot so I took it. And that's how I became a hooker. every thing was fine until i was 4 months pregnant  . I started to get cramps and I went to the doctor. He told me that the fetal tissue was at risk of expulsion and said I should take it easy. He wanted me to stay the night. I was sleeping  when heavy cramping started and I buzzed the nurse. I passed out before they even came in. when I woke up the next morning I learned that i had a miscarriage.   

******end of flash Back*****