The Millionaire Player Has Met His Match (Mature)

Love?

Grayson's P.O.V

It had been over a month since the night Alexa turned up at my apartment...one month since I seen her...one month since I even heard of her and one month since I started missing her. I am not gonna lie I was a pathetic mess. I never realised how much I wanted her...wanted to be with her until she walked out of my life. I had spent the last month sulking on my own. I have not even been near another woman since that night and well let's face it we all know that is not me. I have never felt pain like I have been feeling the last month. I never knew I could feel this way, it was all new to me.

I was currently on my sofa, staring at the ceiling. I grabbed my phone, deciding to try and get her to talk to me cause I was not ready to give up. Why could it not have just stayed fun and sex? And now she is properly seeing that douche she was on a date with.

Grayson to Alexa: Alexa please talk to me? I miss you x

I lay staring at my phone for the next hour and she never replied. I grabbed my phone tightly in my hand, throwing it against the wall, it shattering onto the floor. I reached in for the bottle of Scotch I had next to the sofa, taking a long swing of it...Scotch has become my best friend this last month, it stopped me feeling even only for a moment. I don't understand why I am hurting this much? She was never really mine, not really. It is not like I was in love with her, you can't fall in love with someone that quickly especially when any time spent to together was playing games, arguing and having hot sex. I missed her lips against mine...her body close to mine...I missed her laugh or how mad she got at me when I messed up.

"GRAYSON RHODES GET YOUR ASS OF THAT SOFA RIGHT NOW." I heard someone shout

I looked up seeing my mother and Samuel standing there.

"Leave me alone." I hissed annoyed

I have not exactly been keeping in contact with people much, hired someone else to run my club for me. I had turned into a pathetic excuse of a man all over some woman? What the fuck is wrong with me?

"No! No one has heard from you in days we were worried." My mother said worried

I felt bad making her worry that way but I never wanted anyone to see me this way cause this aint me.

"I know I am sorry mum, had a lot going on." I said sitting up

She gave me a concerned look, coming over and sitting next to me on the sofa.

"Grayson son what is going on?" she asked

"I lost her mum. I messed up and lost her." I sighed, running my hands through my hair

My mum looked at me confused, not sure who I was talking about. I thought Samuel would have told her about Alexa and I. I looked at him, confused

"You never told her?" I said

"No. It was not my place." He said, sitting at the other side of me

"I am talking about Alexa mum. I lost her. I messed everything up and now I am a mess...a mess over a woman that was never really mine. Now she is with some other guy...a guy she deserves...a guy that properly treats her the way he is meant to." I said, feeling my heartbreak all over again with the thought of someone else touching and kissing her.

"Grayson what are you talking about? She is with someone else?" Samuel asked me confused

Why does he look confused? He is still with Addie, he should know that she is with someone else now.

"That guy she was dating...she is with him now is she not? She told me that last night I seen her she was gonna try with him. She said she was ready to settle down...never wanted to play games anymore." I said

"Grayson Alexa is still single. It never worked out between them, he turned out to be an asshole. He was married to someone else, Alexa found out when his wife showed up at her apartment a couple of weeks ago." Samuel said

What? The fucker hurt her? How dare he? I will fucking kill him for hurting her. What sort of man lies about being married? Yes I aint no angel that is for sure but if I was to ever get married then my attention would be on my wife and no one else. Now I am thinking about marriage? What is going on with me? I don't wanna get married EVER! Shit! I need to get a grip of myself.

"Really?" I asked shocked

"Yes really." He said, smiling

"Grayson go and tell her how you really feel before it is too late." My mother said

"It is already too late. Mum she deserves someone better than me. I don't even know how I feel about her. All I know is my heart hurts and I miss her like crazy...every single thing about her." I replied

Samuel and my mother looked at each other before turning to me, both smirking. Why are they smirking at me?

"What?" I asked

"You don't know how you feel about her, really dude?" Samuel laughed

"Yes I honestly don't know." I shrugged

"Grayson darling, you are in love with Alexa." My mum said, patting my shoulder

In love? Me? Really? I do not think so. I do not fall in love, do I?

"You are both delusional?" I asked glaring at them

The two of them laughed, finding my annoyance amusing which made me even more annoyed.

"Grayson if you never loved her then you would not be hurting this much." My mum said hugging me

I looked up at her, my mum giving me a small smile

"Mum I have never been in love." I sighed

"I know sweetie but you have never met anyone quite like Alexa. She pushes you. She does not care who you are and that you come from a rich family. She does not take any of your nonsense and that is a good thing, you need someone like that. You let her go and don't tell her how you feel you are gonna regret it for the rest of life darling. Grayson you are in love with her and no matter how much you try deny it to yourself they feelings are not gonna change." She said

"Dude it is time to man up, grow a pair and tell her how you feel. First thing first, shower cause you look a mess and stink." Samuel chuckled

Could they be right? Is this why it hurts this much cause I am in love with her? I knew deep down everything they were saying to me was true.

"Say you are both right, how am I gonna tell her? She has not replied to any of my messages. She has declined all my calls, blocked me from her social media accounts and sent any gifts back that I sent her." I said

"You tried maybe showing up at her door?" he laughed

"She will slam in it my face." I sighed

"Then you refuse to leave until she talks to you." My mum said

I fell silent, playing everything over in my head and I then decided they were right. I needed to go to her...show her I aint ready to give up on her...tell her I love her. It was time to man up.

"You are both right. I need to go get my girl." I said jumping to my feet

I was not ready to give up on her...on us just yet. If she still hates me after I tell her then that is her choice but at least I know I have tried. It was time to get the one that apparently stole my heart without me even knowing it.

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Aww Grayson is in love :D How do you think Alexa will react to it all? 

Two more chaps and then an epilogue and this story is done. I am currently working on a couple of new stories so when this one is done, another one will be posted, just need to decide which one lol.