Addicted {Jean X Sasha Fanfic}

Chapter 13

          "WHAT THE FUCK IS SHE DOING IN DAUPER?!" Hanji practically screamed. "wait what's wrong with Dauper..?" Armin asked curiously. "The fucking murderous 'The Titans' are there!" hanji yelled again. "So, Sasha might be in trouble..?" Armin asked again. "No, she's relaxing in Hawaii." Levi said sarcastically. "Sorry Jean, but you're not coming." Hanji stated, with a scowl on her face. I started crying again, "Please! Sasha means way too much to me..! If I lost her I'd commit suicide! I know I'm a dumbass, but please let me go..!!" I yelled, once again. Hanji sighed "If she truly means that much, you wouldn't have been so careless." Mikasa said calmly. "I know...! I just want Sasha by my side again!" I said, tears rolling down my cheeks. Hanji ignored me and started speaking softly again. "Levi, Mikasa, Reiner, Myself and bertholdt shall be going. " Hanji said. "Why the fuck do I have to go?" Levi said. "because, your the strongest one out of all of us!" hanji said. Levi clicked his tongue. "Thats true." he said again. "what about me? I'm second in hand to hand combat in my class." Eren said. "Oh yeah, I forgot you were here.." Hanji nervously giggled. "and Eren is coming too." I finished off my earlier statement. "please.." I croaked out. "Fine.. But if Sasha doesn't want to talk to you or see you, you leave." Hanji said. "Thank-" Armin interrupted me. "Sasha's location is changing..!" Armin yelled. Everyone immediately stopped what they were doing. "she's going through an.. Alley..?" Armin said unsure. "oh wait..! Whoops.. Sorry guys.. She's not in Dauper, she's on Dauper street.." Armin said nervously. "Aw what the fuck Armin?" Reiner blurted out. "wow Armin." Erwin said. A sigh of relief blew over me. My precious Sasha is still safe. "my phone just alerted me about a commotion on Dauper street.." Armin said, holding up his phone. My heart fell again. Suddenly Reiner and Bertholdt's phone both gave a tiny ding at the same time. Reiner looked at bertholdt and so did bertholdt back, Reiner shuffled something in his pocket and started to move towards the door. "sorry guys.. Our grandma just called. She needs us. Hope you find Sasha." Reiner said. I raised an eyebrow, they were being suspicious. "Not so fast Dipshit." I said aggressively. "woah Jean, clam the fuck down." Erwin said. Everyone else nodded in agreement with Erwin.  I sighed as the two walked out. "Let's go get Sasha." Mikasa said. We all nodded. "Wait.. Guys..! Reiner and bertholdt aren't related so they don't have the same grandma..!" Armin yelled, his eyes speaking terror. "I TOLD YOU GUYS I TOLD YOU! but did you shits listen to me?! No!" I yelled. "ITS NOT A FUCKING TIME TO ARGUE HORSESHIT SASHA COULD BE DYING RIGHT NOW! CHOP CHOP EVERYONE IN THE CAR MOVE IT PEOPLE!" hanji yelled, as everyone scurried to their cars. "Oh wait.. Problem.. I don't have a car.. " Hanji said. "you can come with me, come on!" I said rushing out the door. "Wait Jean..!  Can I come with you too..? I don't have a car either.." Armin said. "Yeah let's just go!" I yelled and pulled hanji and Armin to my car.

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    I quickly pulled over, ramming the brakes and running out of the car. Suddenly I heard a beautiful voice. "I don't give a fuck! I don't like you and I never did!" Sasha. It was Sasha! I ran in the direction I heard Sasha's voice, with Armin and hanji close behind me. "I'm sorry Sasha, but if you don't love me.. I'll just have to put you to sleep for a while then.. Reiner..? The drug?" it was Connie..!  Working with Reiner?! I clenched my teeth and my fist. Soon, Levi, Mikasa and Eren were running by our side. Suddenly, Connie and Sasha came into my vision, Connie had Sasha grabbed up the the wrist and bertholdt had the other, all though bertholdt looked like he didn't want to.. Reiner suddenly walked closer to Sasha. "you'll wake up once I allow you too." Connie said looking at Sasha as Reiner slowly was about to enter a syringe in Sasha's Arm. "OHO NOT SO FAST YOU TINY SHITHEADS!" hanji yelled. We then reached Sasha and Connie yelled. "Hurry up inject her!!" Reiner quickly stuck it in her arm. As Sasha's eyelids slowly closed. "Noo..!!" I yelled. Then mikasa grabbed Reiner's arm and twisted it without any effort used. Eren then started throwing punches at Connie as Levi helped out Eren, hanji was helping Mikasa and Armin stood in the back,  terrified. I then realized, Connie had my Sasha in his arms and was trying to run of. I quickly kicked his inner knee, causing him to fall but I quickly took Sasha into my arms. Oh god. That heavenly felling of Sasha in my arms again, I want to cuddle and kiss her all day long. But now was not the time. I took the syringe from Sasha's arm and stabbed it into Connie's cheek. Connie yelped in pain as I kicked him with Sasha still secure in my arms. I kicked Connie a few last times as hard as I could, and left him bloody on the floor. as so did Reiner and Bertholdt. We all ran back into our cars. "GUYS MEET BACK AT MY HOUSE AGAIN!" Hanji yelled though my window. Hanji say down and I placed Sasha in Hanji's lap. "Aw man Jean look how cute Sasha looks when she's sleeping- oh and Jesus Christ she has long eyelashes..!" hanji said. Armin looked over at Sasha. "their really Thick as well." Armin said. "she's gorgeous.. " I trailed of, still worried for my Sasha. I quickly dropped of hanji and Armin at Hanji's house. "I'm going to let Sasha rest.." I said. "but if she doesn't want to see you.. Don't force it or I'll kick your Ass. " hanji said, frowning. "I know.. " I said and drove of. Every how and then, I would look back at Sasha to see if she was okay. U arrived at my house and picked her up from the car and walked into my house. I placed her down on the couch as her head immediately fell back into the pillows and her arms fell at her sides, her left arm completely red. I kissed her softly and ran my hand up and down her left arm carefully. She's so beautiful when she's sleeping.. Everytime and everyday she always look gorgeous. Her soft breath soothes me.

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     I heard a soft yawn, and I saw Sasha slowly sitting up, rubbing her eyes. Once she saw me she immediately got up. "Wait.. Sasha please..!" I sobbed, once again returning to crying, she looked at me as she got up, stumbling a bit, as she started crying as well. "if you truly cared you wouldn't have kissed another girl..! I felt like shit..! And I still do. If you don't want to be with-" she cut herself off as she completely broke down crying. "I'm so sorry Sasha...of course I want to still be with you.. And I want to be with your forever.. I know I'm a careless shit head to get drunk and kiss another bitch... I love you no some shitty whore, nothing and no one can compare to you.. Your this heavenly creature that I can't ever get enough of.. Because I'm addicted to you.." I say, sobbing. "you never really cared anyways... You already did it Jean. And it kills me, to know, that you'll just go on kissing others.." Sasha said quietly, still crying, as she quickly threw the blanket off and went for the door, stumbling the slightest bit. I ran after her. "Sasha please..! I'm so sorry..!  I've always cared and I forever will! Dont leave me Love, please..!" I pulled on to her wrist and pulled her closer to me. "I need you.. " I whispered, tears rolling down my cheeks.  She looked away, as tears streamed down her face, even when she's crying she's gorgeous. She didn't answer me. I pulled her closer and slowly pulled her in to kiss her. Then she looked away again and pushed me away, as the tears rolling down nonstop from my eyes. "If you do care you'll give me time to make my decision..!" she said harshly, still crying uncontrollably, she looked away and walked out the door, slamming it behind her. I immediately fell to my knees, crying uncontrollably. I need her.. I can't live without her, therefore, I'll give her time to make her decision..

  "I need you.."