Jungkook's POV
I sit on the couch in the living room.The few things I hear is the fire cracking in the fireplace,Y/n's shower running,her beautiful voice singing like an angel.
If I would've had this sooner,my life would be complete.
But no.I had to fuck everything up.I knew Y/n was in love with me.And I was in love with her.Then my stupid immature high school self had to screw everything up.Usually Y/n and I would joke around about a lot of stuff.Including porn.I know.Very weird and personal but that was how close we were.
I wanted more than just being "friends".But I confessed to her in the wrong way that can ever be imagined.I wish I would've been a normal human being and just spoke to her that I'm in love her.
But I lost the love of my life.I lost my best friend.
She's everything to me.She's all I want.
And I'm going to fix everything for good.
"Jungkook-ah?"I heard Y/n's sweet voice call out for me.
"Yes?"I quietly yelled.
"Can you please get me a towel?"She asks.
I'm guessing she didn't get a towel.
I decided to play with her a little bit.
"I don't know,can I?"I joked around with her words.
I walked up the stairs and grabbed a towel in the nearest closet by the bathroom Y/n is in.
I grab two red towels for her and knock on the bathroom door.
The door is opened slightly,as I see her cute little pouty face."You're such a brat,Jungkook."She jokes around at my behavior from before.
Y/n tries to grab the towels but I want to give her a hard time.I bring the towels on the opposite side from the door.
"What's the magic word?"I ask her sweetly but with bit sarcasm.
She rolled her eyes and proceeded to answer."Please."She's so cute when she gets impatient or angry.
I hand her the towels and she immediately shuts the door."So 'no thank you'?"I speak in a lovingly cocky manner.
"Haven't I already said 'thank you' to you enough?"Her reply made me giggle to myself.
"Fair enough,love."I say to myself as I walk away from the bathroom and back downstairs.
Maybe this will work out.
Hopefully she will believe that I have changed.I changed for her.I know I keep on saying it but I mean it.Y/n is everything to me.Even when that night happened,I still worried about her.I didn't know what will happen to her.I was scared for her.I feared that she'll get hurt.But I already did enough damage to make her more than hurt.
I sit back down on the couch and grab my phone.I decide to call Jimin.
Ringing...
Nothing.
Maybe him,Taehyung,and the rest of my bodyguards are still handling those assholes who tried to take my Y/n away from me.
The way she sounded when I heard her almost,you know what.It honestly hurt me to pieces.Hearing her cry and scream absolutely tears me apart.
But on another note,I'm going to do something.
I dial in the hospital phone line which is where Y/n's father is going to be treated at.
About six seconds after,the line finally picked up.
"Hello,welcome to Angels of Life Hospital,how may I help you?"The lady with a sweet voice asks me.
"Hello,my name is Jeon Jungkook and I wanted to ask if there are any available rooms in your hospital?"I whispered in the phone.
I could also hear Y/n opening and shutting doors upstairs.
"Yes sir,we do have rooms that are available but they are a bit more pricey.Although,Dr.Kim is a certified professional and he'll be available anytime for you concern."The lady explained.
"It's fine.Just book me that room through tomorrow and the next few weeks."I replied back.
"Alright sir.And what is the reason of booking the room?"She asked me.
I had to make up an excuse.
"My fiancé's father has cancer and I want to make sure that he'll be stable and healthy again.It sucks that everyone and himself has to go through this kind of pain."To be honest,I want Y/n's father to be ok again.He's a really humble man.I remember him and I always used to joke around about Y/n and her whining.Her whining has never failed to make me giggle.It was a very cute trick that she will usually pull up her sleeve.
"Ok.Room 992 is booked for you sir.Thank you for calling Angels Of Life Hospital.Have a nice day."Then she hung up.
Ok.So how I am going to tell her?
Or maybe I'll surprise her tomorrow?
So my questions run through my head that I didn't notice Y/n walking downstairs.
"Hey,Jungkook?"Her voice was like honey.Calming and sweet.
"Yes Y/n?"My head raises up and my eyes made contact to her beautiful face.
Until I looked down.Sh-she's wearing one of my shirts.I mean,that white shirt was already oversized,but on her,she looks like a smol adorable bean.
Y/n walked over to where I'm sitting and sat down next to me.
Then,I felt her tiny hands clutch around my right arm while her head rests on my shoulder.
"Life sucks."She blurted out.
"I know it does.But all of that is in the past."I comforted her while gently patting her head.
I mean,the poor girl has went through so much.All I want to give her is the universe,love,and just everything.
I don't know what hit me but I grabbed her and went in for a hug.My face was nuzzled in her neck.
"I'm so sorry for what I had put you through back in high school.I didn't know what I was thinking.I was naive and ruthless around that weekend when you confessed to me.I was mad at myself.I was angry at myself because I was in love with you,Y/n.You were all I ever wanted.Whenever I saw my friends or just any guy staring at you with lust in their eyes,I wanted to strangle them.I'm just so fucking sorry Y/n.You didn't deserve to be treated like that.You don't deserve to be in pain.I wish I was smarter and wiser."I can tell that Y/n didn't know what to respond with.
But she answered anyway.The hug got tighter.
"Jungkook,you've earned my trust back.I love you but I also don't."It kind of hurt me when she said she doesn't love me.Well,feelings and emotions can mess with us all.But my heart really warmed up when she said that I've earned her trust.
"Ok,let's go to bed."I say as I get up from the couch.Y/n grabs my hand.
We walk upstairs and towards our bedrooms.
When I reach up to her bedroom,she opened the door and went inside.Y/n looks back at me before she closes the door and says,"Thank you,Jungkook.Goodnight."After she shuts the door,I can help it but to smile.
I'm trying my best.And hopefully,that doesn't disappear.

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