Chapter 3

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(Leah's POV)

Its been three week since I found out I was pregnant. Louis tried to talk to me everyday of the weeks I've been ignoring him, but every time I see his handsome face I turn away because I can't help but think he'll never look at me the same way if I tell him about this baby. What if he doesn't want it? Gosh damn we're not even dating! What the hell? We're just two friends who one of them knocked up the other one. And what's worse is that we were both drunk, so I don't remember most to any of it! What about his career! His reputation! I'm just going to mess everything up for him and just watch as his future crash and burn all because of me. Should I just run away and find my way to California on my own? Raise this baby by myself? Louis will never find out about it.

The media shouldn't find out about it either. I was once a small singer. Had some fans but not, and never, as big as One Direction nor 5 Seconds Of Summer. I only covered a few songs and posted them on YouTube, got noticed a little, signed a one year contract with a small record label and wrote only five songs. Which only two out of five played on Radio Disney. My songs weren't 'real radio' quality. My songs were the cliche love songs. Once the media finds out they're going to search me up and figure that out and tell rumors and make me look ten times worse than probably Miley Cyrus. (no offence to Miley. I love her.)

My dad will see and most likely will be disappointed in me. I can't have that. My father is all I've got now. Well accept my Aunt that lives in California, but we aren't that close. I see her mostly as a family friend than just family. She's never been around since my mom died. I'll probably try to talk to her when in California. I'll make an effort to see how she is doing. I'll also try to ask her some questions about being pregnant. I mean I'll try not to tell her I'm the pregnancy one.

I wish someone can just wake me up and tell me I'm just having a really bad dream. I just want to dig a hole and just hide in there forever.

"A-are you okay?" I sniffle and wipe a tear that fell from my eyes and turned around to see his handsome face. Louis' handsome face.

"Just peachy!" I fake smile and try to walk away to avoid talking to him. Three steps forward and I'm stopped by Louis.

"Please Leah... it's been weeks and all you've done is ignore me. I don't want that. Whatever it is that is making you ignore me, well we can fix it. I miss talking to you. I miss you Leah." He whispered. His hands on my hips and his pretty eyes staring into my brown ones.

"No Louis! You don't understand! It can't be fixed, okay! I'm not mad at you, I'm mad at myself! I'm so stupid, you know! I can't ever do anything right! I'm a complete mess, I can't do this anymore Louis! I'm so tired of it all! I don't think I can handle it. I need to leave. Like now." I walk into the room from the bathroom where I was just at and grab my bags and start picking up my clothes that are lying on my bed and packing them up.

"Leah," Louis calls," Leah stop."

"Damn it Leah! I said stop!" I've never seen Louis like this before. He looks frustrated, and angry.

I stop and and fall onto my knees and sob into my hands. What's wrong with me! Oh I know, everything. I can't be a mother. I'm so not ready. I don't know the first thing about being a mother. Plus I'm only a Teenager. I don't want to do this. I just can't handle it.

I hear Louis approach me and kneels down besides me. He wraps his arms around me and whispers soothing words into my ear to calm me down.

I rest my head on his shoulder and take a deep breath. His scent filling my nostrils. The sweet smell of his cologne. My favorite smell.

"I'm sorry Louis," I whisper," I'm sorry for ignoring you and- and for all the things that went wrong. I still haven't told you and I know you're going to hate me forever Louis and I just don't ever want to lose you Louis. You and your family is my family and I couldn't be more happier. I don't want to lose you Louis."

"Leah, whatever happens to any of us, you'll never lose me or the baby. I'll love you and our child forever."

I jump out of Louis' grasp and looked at him shocked. He knows about the baby. He knows about the baby! And he also loves me.

"You know about the baby? H-how? Did somebody tell you?" I told Ashton to keep his mouth shut! He's the only one I've told! How does Louis know?

"Well you kind of told me... Leah I heard you and Ashton talking a few weeks back and I tried to talk to you about it ,but you just kept walking away from me."

"I'm sorry Louis." I walk towards him again and hug his tight.

"Don't be sorry. It's okay. At least we're talking now, right? We just had to find the right time to talk it out and here we are talking it out." I chuckle into his chest. He's so tall. I have to tilt my head up to find his pretty eyes.

Louis leans down slowly. I stand on my toes and there we are kissing in the middle of the room. Louis pulls and away and smiles at me. I obviously smile back.

"Leah would you be my girlfriend? I was planning on asking you before but right now it's a better time and since there's a baby on the way."

"Of course Louis. I would love to be your Girlfriend." Then he kisses me again and again.

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I know two month wait... sorry! This summer was different and I actually did things and not stay at home all the time so I didn't have lots of time to type and plus I had/have huge writers block and I'm trying to figure out things to happen and this and that! So please comment and vote if you like where the story is going and thanks for reading! :)

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