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Hi everyone! I just wanna say thank you if you wanna read my story. This is my first one ever so don't be too harsh because i'm still learning :) Anyways first of all I just wanna apologise my weak english skills, i'ts so bad sometimes! I'm so sorry but it's just hard to write it if you don't speak it as your native language, but i try my best and maybe I will get better :)
So now here comes the first chapter. In this you get to know better them main character Emily and her best friend Mia. Maybe boys also;) Well now i don't reveal anything more you need to read to know more!
Thanks alredy!! and remember comment and tell honestly what you think :) Enjoy!
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I open my eyes slowly. The sun shines straight in to my room. What time is it? I wondered. 9 am I sigh '' It's summer vacation and i'm awake this early'' I muttered out loud to myself before i left my bed. I walked straight to my window and open the curtains, sun was shining it was a miracle because here in London it almost always rains.
I walked to my bathroom and watched myself on the mirror. I hate it what i saw. My small green/blue eyes, fat cheeks, my not so flat stomach, my broad thighs and fat ass. I just didn't like myself, at all. I didn't think i'm beatifull in anyway. I knew that i'm not relly tahat fat but i'm just so insecure about myself and my body. I started to wash my face and the brush my teeth. After that i walked to my closet and pick my blue skinnyjeans white oversized t-shirt and long navyblue cardigan. I brushed my hair and add little bit makeup. I watch myself on the mirror again ''well i guess i'm good to go'' i said to myself and went down stairs.
I came to kitchen and saw my mom sitting on the cafe table reading newspaper.
''Morning darling! Did you slep well?'' she asked.
''Hi mom, yeah i did'' i said
''Really?'' she stared me ''You don't look like it, your face it looks like swollens pigs head..'' She said still stareing at me. Yeah so that's my mom, that comment what she just said is normal from her. She always likes to tell me what is wrong with me. She tells me always how fat I look and stuff like that, even she knows she shouldn't. I mean whos mom does that really?! She is maybe the biggest reason why i hate myself so much, but i'm so used to get comments like these from her so i have learn to just ignore them.
''wow thanks mom, you look pretty too'' I said with a sarcastic voice. After that i turned around and went to living room before my mom could say more her bad stuff to me. I sat on the couch and opened the TV. I just watched something trash serie and my phone started to ring. I ran upstairs and picked my iphone from my bed. It was Mia, my best friend calling. Mia was beautiful as hell, seriously she had long blond hair big eyes. she was long and skinny too. My mom adores her and compares me always on her. That hurts me a little but still Mia is my best friend. I have known her since we were little, to her i can tell almost everything! The thing that i'm jealous to her and how insecure i'm about myself are the only things i don't tell her, because i just don't like to talk about it, even if i should.
''Hello!'' I answer happilly to the phone
''Hi Em, are you home?'' My best friend asks useing my nickname.
''Yeah, whats on your mind?'' I question.
''Great wanna meet me at starbucks in maybe fifteen minutes?'' she says
''Of course, I wanna get out of this house'' I said wide smile on my face
''Why?'' Mia asks sounding little bit worried
