a/n sorry guys that i havent updated in so long but i had a family crisis and just got a new job and things have been hectic! but i promise ill update more btw comments on this would be greatly appreciated :)
kris P.O.V
its been weeks, i cant stop the black hole from overtaking me... i havent touched my guitar and my band is always wondering what the fuck is going on.what do i tell them? that my boyfriend is a sleazy bastard that shattered my heart? i dont think so, but unfortunatley, its time to get up.
so i get up and take a shower then go down stairs to get coffee... black..... like my soul. i decide to take a walk maybe ill go wandering down 57th avenue and hopefully i lose myself i nthe crowd.
so here i am walking down 6th and west avenue having to have legged it away from a group of fans when i fly smack dead into the middle of noahs chest.
' hey"
"hi"
" how you been kris"
" not much different from the last 2 years you saw me.. except my band is famous now."
" yeah i heard your songs on the radio, you guys are good, really good."
" thanks" and que the awkward silence.
" do you want to go get a drink?" he said as he placed is hand in mine, 2 years and his touch still made my heart race.
" yeah sure" i smiled " id like that" and we walked al the way over to scouts bar. and we both got a beer and started to catch up, we laughed, we smiled reminiscing old times. until he asked the question i had been dreading.
" kirs.. why did you leave?"
" Noah.. not this please i cant handle this right now..."
" i need an answer for 2 years i have been in pain wondering why you left..and i just want closure"
i exploded in anger who was he to ask me this?
" i dont know noah? maybe it was the fact that my mum was murdered by your brother!"
" im so so so so so so so so so so so sorry" and he bowed his head in sorrow, i felt bad.. it wasnt his fault.. but i rememver it as clear as day.
(flashback)
mum! im home!
i walked silently through the house and heard no signs that anyone was home.
that was weird mum said she would be here.... so i went to ivestigate further i checked everyroom.. except mums room until i heard a ear piercing scream... i raced to my mums room to find jeff NOAHS BROTHER!! standing over my mother with the biggest fucking knife i had ever seen.
(flashback over)
" noah its not your fault , maybe we should get outta here?"
" yeah i guess"
so we went outside hailed a cab,noah gave the cabbie his adress, so i guess we were going to his.
when we arrived noah threw a 20 at te driver we got out and went up to his apartment,as we entered the living room noah turned to look at me
"just ahhh make yourself at home?"
the way he looked at me.. with his puppy dog eyes...and i saw the pent up lust he had been hiding for years and within seconds we were attacking eachother.
his shirt came off, then mine, thats when we pulled back for a breather.
" maybe we should stop?"
" yeah maybe we should"
then in less than 5 seconds we were attacking eachother all over again
a/n hey guys did you like it? well fluffy fluffy bunnies there is more to come.. when i find my draft lol!! anyway will update very soon but i do need some comments to be able to shape the next chap how u like it :)
