Where should I start?...
I have a disjointed heart... Im always left alone and it always seems like I'm far from home...
I never have anyone to hear me or to heal my ill heart.
So thats why i always keep everything locked up. All the time.
I can never express to the point i regret having friends
If anger is a gift then I guess ive been blessed.
It's too late to love me now
You helped me to show my true self.
It's too late to love me at all
In reality,
You dont even know me.
Do I break a part of my heart to find release or do I take you out of my blood to bring me peace? Break me now. I always keep this shit locked up for a reason. And I'm always keeping my distance from you for a reason. I don't want you to hurt me. So I'll keep my distance... Keep my distance...
Part of me wont go away
Everyday reminded on how much I hate myself
I wish i could cut myself free willingly
Just stop what trying to kill me everyday
I feel it every single day
I feel it always in my way
I feel it swelling up inside, (inside)
Always swallowing me...
Still I hope you can forgive me for the way I am and the way I ignore you and the way I love you.
