BTS' 8th Member

Stressed Out

You're an idol and you're still a student. So basically you're studying at home. Even though you're already tired, you still push yourself to study and learn. Some times the boys would want you to rest because you're exhausted already.

Then all of the hate comments add up. When you're reading their comments, you feel like you're not really meant to be a member of BTS. Every night you would lock your door and cry because you don't even know what to do anymore.

Everytime you receive hate, you felt like you're not really loved by anyone. You felt lonely everytime. That's why your behavior changed, the boys noticed that you've been so quiet and serious.

All of you were practicing and you messed it up. Then Hoseok shouted "YAHHHH CHAEYEON FOCUS, we've been practicing all day!". You've never been shouted by the members, it's your first time. You were so scared of Hoseok. The boys didn't know that you're really scared when someone shouts at you. Then you focused and now all of you finished it.

All of you were in the car, it's so quiet. You were listening to songs and not talking. After all of you arrived, you were the first one to get out of the car. You went out of the car weakly, you're so tired and you still have to study.

You went straight to your room, changed your clothes and started studying. You didn't eat dinner and all of the boys are worried. Then Taehyung knocked on your door and came in "Come on Chaeyeon, let's eat" he said calmly. Then you said "I'm not hungry and I'm still studying, i'll eat later" and he said "You sure?". You answered "Yes".

Taehyung noticed that you've been losing weight in the past few days and you've been not eating with them for a week. He was so worried of you. He wanted to bring back the Chaeyeon who's happy and who's very playful.

All of them are already sleeping and Taehyung is the only one who's awake. You went out of your room and saw Taehyung at the sofa. Then he noticed you and asked you to sit beside him. You came to the living room and sat beside him.

He asked worriedly "What's the problem?". "Nothing I'm just really tired" you answered and he said "No, I know that you've been going through a problem and you've been not yourself these past few days".

Then you said "Let's go to my room" and the two of you went to your room. You started "I don't know what's happening and I've been wanting to be alone these past few days, I don't know what to do. I'm so stressed out and I'm so tired. I just felt like someone doesn't love me and I'm really not meant to be a member of the group. I'm such a useless, talentless, dumb member of the group. I have no use in the group" you're crying and Taehyung hugged you. He said "You're a very talented and smart member, you're not useless. We will always be by your side. Don't think that you're not loved by anyone, we love you. You're so beautiful, smart and cheerful." You hugged him and started crying on his chest. The two of you were the only ones who know about your problem.

Then Taehyung said "Come on, let's eat. I'm waiting for you so that we'll eat together. I've been worried of you" and the two of you went to the kitchen. He cooked your favorite food and the two of you ate happily. Then you took a shower and changed your clothes. You asked him to sleep with you because you missed having someone by your side. Then the both of you were now ready to sleep. He's singing a song for you to sleep. Then you drifted to sleep, he kissed your forehead and went to sleep as well.