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That's Ashanti

«recap»
I see a light it was coming closer and I heard ringing sounds then I see...........
«end of recap»

Ashanti P.O.V

I see Jahseh he was asleep so I looked around it was cold.....
"Jahseh" i crooked out he didn't wake up so I grab on of my pillows and threw it at him "Jahseh" I said again his eye look really puffy like he been crying a lot he got up and ran out of the room...I'm confused why did he run out like that...He came in again with the doctors "hello miss.west" the Doctor said "hi"I said "how do you feel" he asked "ok a little cold" I said "oh is the oxygen we have you on just in case your lungs are weak" he said "oh ok" I say smiling weakly "are you hungry " he asked "yes do you have yogurt"i say Jahseh just stares at me blankly "yes we do" he says "ok ill have a yogurt any kind will be fine" I say smiling he nods and walks out.

"Why" asked Jahseh. I stare at him and play with my fingers "I don't want to live" is all that came out of my mouth...."I missed you" he said I sat up in bed "I missed you too"I said

He walked up to my bed and kissed me I was surprised I didn't know what to do..I kissed him back he pulled away and started into my eyes "I love you" he said.

"I love you too" I said looking at him he smiled "you stink" I said laughing "I didn't want to leave you" he said laughing "is ok I love you even if you stink" he hug me I hug him I didn't want to leave his arms..

The doctor and a nurse came in with my yummy yogurt (I swear I sound like a 2 year old) they check me and I ate but jah kept staring at me "what" I said "nothing" he said
"Ok creepy mc creeps" I said laughing...

He looked at me like da fuck he then started to laugh "shut your face giggle mc loser" he said laughing the Doctor came in "well you can go but we are putting you on bed rest and your friend he is to watch you" he said looking at Jahseh "also your coming back tomorrow" he said "ok" I said the took everything off of me I got into my clothes and I grab me stuff...and guess who was out in the lobby...."strokly pokely" I yelled I ran and gave him a hug "you scared me are you ok" he ask "mhmmm" I said "ok let's go" Jahseh said
I was jumping around like a little kid why because they taking me to get ice cream "IcE cReAm" I yelled in skis and jah ear "vro she busted my ear drum" ski said "me to" jah said laughing

«Ice cream shop»

We walk in to the shop I see some people around "jahhhhh"I said be annoying "whatttttt" he asked me "I want a hugggg" I said be cute he gave me a hug and we order are Ice cream I got cheese cake Jahseh got strawberry ski got cookie and cream. 

We sat down I just look at my ice cream thinking I don't want to go back home...I stared to cry..

Jahseh P.O.V

I say ash crying "what's a matter?" I asked her
"I dont want to go home." She said looking at me. "You can live with me and ski" I said smiling "yea u should stay with us it would be better."ski said "ok" she said...

«1 hour later» (sponge Bob's voice)

We get to her house but all her stuff is on the lawn in box's and her mom sitting outside we get out of the car "dont step into my house you suicide bitch." her mom said ash had a tear in her eye "is ok I'm leaving with the boys" she said picking one of her box's up...her mom walks inside and slams the door...Ash just stared at the door ski was grabbing the box's and putting them in the truck.went up to ask and hug her "what did I do wrong with her" she said crying "nothing babe she just crazy"..

Ashanti P.O.V

We grab all my stuff and took it to ski and jah house I've been quiet the whole way just replaying what my mom said to me I don't
Understand what I ever did to her how can a mom be so fucked up like that....

Jahseh looks at me with sadness in his eyes I hate they feel bad for me dont they ever get tried of feeling bad for me or taking care of me i guess "ill always be the elephant in the room" I sighed thinking why do Jahseh like me so much.....

"Ash" I heard someone call "what" I said "are you ok" Jahseh ask  I just nod I wasn't ok I'm tried of living....