「Okaeri」

The breakdown

It was the beginning of the first break and Tenma was already exhausted. He then gasped as he remembered the deal he had with Senan. He quickly began to run to the form room. He knew he was nearby and luckily slowed down a bit but still kept his pace up.
Upon getting there he suddenly bumped into something.
"Uff!" He let out a rather cute sounding grunt as he fell back onto his backside.
He then opened his eyes after shaking his hair out of them. He looked up and felt his heart pounding. It was Senan, once again looking like an angel.
His blonde hair and golden eyes shining in the sunlight once again as he reached down to Tenma with an open hand.
"You should look where you're going, here..let me help you." He said, his face as expressionless as usual.
Tenma's cheeks turned bright red as he just stared up at Senan. The larger male then raised an eyebrow at him.
"Are you just going to lay there or..?" He said, snapping Tenma out of his daydream.
Tenma
took his hand, letting Senan yank him up.
"Thank you." Tenma said. He then braced himself thinking, 'Okay, be confident...be cool..' He thought before letting out a sigh. He then stood up confidently and put his hands in his hips.
"So, wanna get to know each other?" He asked in a somewhat flirty way. Senan raised his eyebrow at Tenma but nodded and walked inside without a word. Tenma gulped and tried to calm down.
He followed Senan as he walked towards a random study desk in the form room. He sat down at the desk, Tenma decided to take the seat next to him.
"Yancha Tenma, huh? That's an unusual name." Senan spoke, his voice smooth and slightly husky. Tenma crosses one of his legs over the other as he leaned them on the desk infront of him. He let out a giggle.
"I guess so, So is yours ya' know but your name is really nice. Nice name for a very nice looking guy." He said and eyed Senan up and down.
'What the hell am I doing?? Why am I acting this way?!' He thought to himself, not understanding why he felt the need to be so flirty, it wasn't himself, he knew it. Every word that came out of his mouth he regretted.
"Heh, well I could say the same about you. You are kinda cute for a guy." Senan responded, crossing his arms and letting out a slight cough. Tenma's cheeks turned slightly red before he replied.
"Oi, what do you mean 'for a guy' ?" He said and crossed his arms. Senan rolled his eyes.
"Never mind." He mumbled and glanced away before glancing back at Tenma again.
"Your hair is all over the place." Senan spoke, leaning his chin on his palm as he reached over with his free hand and began to pat Tenma's messy hair down. Tenma whined and took Senan's hand away.
"Hey! Calm down there, you'll mess up my sex hair!" He said and smirked. Senan furrowed his eyebrows and scoffed.
"Yeah, like I'd believe that." He muttered, seeming somewhat grossed out by how Tenma was acting, "Your personality doesn't fit your appearance at all..." He mumbled, looking away.
Whilst Senan looked away, Tenma made a desperate, hurt expression, like he was lost and confused. He then reached over and hesitated before he placed his hand on Senan's shoulder. Senan raised an eyebrow and turned to Tenma.
"What is it?" He asked.
Tenma made a rather adorably desperate expression as he thought of what to say, although this only lasted for a split second and he soon formed a smirk.
"Oh come on~ let me flirt with you a little, you're handsome, I can't help it can I?" Tenma said and tilted his head.
Senan slapped Tenma's hand off him, causing Tenma to snap out of the nervous facade he had put up to try and impress Senan, a hurt expression on the small boy's face.
"Here is me thinking you were an innocent guy just wanting to make a friend and now you are trying to pervert a guy you barely know?? How shameful can you get?! I see that the rumours I already heard were correct then, I'm not surprised you haven't got any friends..!..tsk.." he said, slamming his hand on Tenma's desk before leaving.
Tenma sat there, trembling in shock.
'I did it...I did it again...I did it again! Damn it! Damn!' He thought to himself before he pushed his desk over and stood up.
"Shit! Shit! Shit!" He shouted, hitting himself multiple times on his own head, kicking his chair over as he insulted himself.
"You worthless piece of crap! You never do anything right! Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! Just die!" He shouted at himself as he yanked at his hair.
He then made his way to the back of the classroom, kicking chair's and tables out of frustration, pain and also wanting to injure himself as a punishment. He had trashed the classroom completely. He soon began to cry, sobbing hysterically as he broke down, collapsing to the floor, screaming out cries of sadness and desperation. Suddenly a desk fell onto him, hitting his head and causing a small cut. He sobbed loudly, sobbing out words to himself such as 'worthless', 'useless', 'loser' and 'idiot'.
Senan heard the crashes and bangs from the classroom and soon rushed back. He began to regret what he said to the smaller male. He had a feeling that Tenma was putting up an act, but his anger took over him. He ran back in and stood in shock for a moment as he stared at the mess of the classroom. It looked as if there had been an earthquake.
He then spotted where Tenma was.
"Yancha!" He exclaimed as he pushed desks and chairs out of the way to get to the small boy.
When he found him, Tenma looked so vulnerable, trembling and curled up in a tight ball, clutching his forehead as his other arm was hugging around himself, sobbing and even some blood on his fingers from where the desk fell on his forehead.
Senan gulped and immediately went down and pulled Tenma into a hug. Tenma still remained sobbing although after a few seconds, his sobbing had calmed down somewhat to the point he was mostly whimpering. Senan pulled away and looked at Tenma.
Tenma let out another sob.
"Why-y did you c-come ba-ack??" He whimpered. "Why would you come b-back?" He added through gritted teeth, trying not to sob more.
Senan sighed.
"Look, listen. I-I'm sorry, I was too harsh on you...I didn't mean to upset you this much.." He explained and looked down.
Tenma let out a few more whimpers and cries before he spoke again.
"N-no..N-no..!" He sobbed out, making Senan's eyes widen, "You sho-ouldn't have co-come back..!...I'm useless, I'm gross...I'm an idiot and I-I don't deserve you to be coming back...I-I deserved everything you said!" He spluttered out, "I'm worthless...! I can't do-o anything right anyways! I don't deserve any friends, I deserved everything I was given! H-hic...! Kck! Hu..!" He sobbed out. "I tried so hard to just talk to you and I-I go spurting flirty bullshit because I-I didn't even know what to say! I still don't! I still don't! I don't even understand why I can't even interact like a normal person to someone like you without acting like a pervert! It's not like me! It's not like me at a-..!" He sobbed out before suddenly he was cut off by something stopping his mouth from even uttering a single word. He then realised what had just happened, as the larger male pulled away. Senan has kissed Tenma.