demons ♪ m.c

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"I can't do this anymore." he smiled sadly.

"But Mikey I need you." I felt this weird pain in my heart.

"I just- I don't love you anymore." he looked away.

"Don't you ever leave. I know we've our problems and its probably me, so hold onto me." My lips started to tremble.

"Don't make this harder than it has to be." He spoke harshly.

Tears started rolling down my face and his eyes softened.

"Al-" he started to say

"Don't," I cut him off, "goodbye Michael."

That night when Michael left my heart felt crushed to pieces and the remains were stabbed back into my chest. Not only that, my demons came back stronger than before. It's only been one month but things aren't going well at all.

"Do it. Just do it." They whisper in my ear.

I stare at the pills in my hand.

"Michael doesn't love you. Remember?"

Yes, the memory slowly took over my life.

"So, what's the point of living if no one cares? If you're all alone? You're just a waste of space anyways."

I silently agreed with them and swallow the pills.

Maybe I can be happy again.

[Yeah, I know it's short, but it's just the beginning so yeah...]