After that scene in school me and Justin go back to the car. Justin speeds out and drives back home. The ride back home was silent. Every 2 min. Justin would look back at me. I lookout the window as rain drops fall out the sky. what I saw Justin do was so scary. I'm scared of him. I've never seen him get that mad before. I feel him grab my hand and intertwine our fingers. I look over at him and smile a little.
After about 20 min. we get home and I jump out of the car and walk inside. I go into mines and Justin's room and I lay down looking at the ceiling just thinking. Was I wrong for telling Justin? did I just lose the only friend I have? will Jason ever talk to me again? I cover my eyes with my arm as Justin walks in.
J. babe are you ok?
L. Yea I'm fine I'm just tired
J. are you sure
L. Yea
J. ok I'll go and order us some food.
L. ok
He kisses my cheek and leaves. Once I hear the car drive away I uncover my eyes and I go on my phone. I scroll down my twitter and all I see is the video of Jason and Justin. There's a lot of comments mostly about me
woow she's a bitch for letting her boyfriend do that to Jason
how much you want to bet that whore is two timing both of them
she's such a heartless bitch
damn Lexy Justin's fine you better treat him right slut
now Justin's career is going to go down the drain all thanks to Lexy
I read all these comments and I can't even process to even believe people are actually blaming this Shit on me. Tears come down my face as everybody continues to say hurtful things about me. I throw my phone and I go into the bathroom. I look through the cabinets as I see my old bestfriend. I grab the shiny piece of medal and I stare at it. Is this the right choice?. I put it on my skin as I glide it across making blood ooze out.
I make 5 cuts and then I rinse the razor off putting it back into its hiding place. I wipe the blood and I strip from my clothes and I get into the shower. I rinse off my body and my cuts and I get out. I put a towel around my body and I get out to see Justin on the bed he looks at me and smiles. I try to hide my cuts as I put my back facing him and I drop my towel. I put on my bra and underwear. Then I put on my oversized sweater that reaches my thighs.
I get out of the room and I go downstairs. I go into the kitchen to see 2 plates set up with Alfredo and wine in glasses. Also there are candles and roses. The lights are dimmed just right. I sit on a chair with one of the plates. I hear Justin coming down the stairs and he sits next to me
J. do you like it?
L. uhm Yea thanks
I say lowly as I cover my hand with my sleeves. I take the Alfredo and I turn it around in my fork. I keep doing that as I look down holding my head with my hand.
J. are you ok?
L. Yea I'm just not hungry
I say as I look down with a frown
J. are you serious? I do all this for you and your still unhappy? your so ungrateful
Justin says. As soon as he says that its like knives keep stabbing my heart. I nod my head slowly as tears fall from my eyes. I get up from the table and I go back into the room. I sit on my bed clutching my head as more tears fall from my eyes. I can't keep doing this I'm not happy anymore I'm broken. I can't keep doing this. From the corner of my eyes I see Justin starring at me. I lay down and put my arm over my eyes.
L. i-im not happy no more
I hear footsteps come closer and then I feel fingers going through my hair
J. I'm sorry baby
I hear him say as his voice shakes. I move my arm and he looks in my eyes. Tears falling from his eyes. Next thing I know the doorbell rings. I get up and go downstairs to get it. I open the door to see......Victoria
