My Missing half

Hard to believe

"STOP TYRONE, GET OFF OF ME" Im yelling struggling to get out of his strong hold on me

*SMACK*           "Where you think you going? DON'T EVER YELL AT ME LIKE THAT!" He says with his vein popping out his neck looking very angry.

Tyrone started taking off my pants like he is ready to devour me then he ripped my panties off standing with a hard dick pointing at my entrance ready to pound in me. He didn't even take it slow with me he just ram his way in my entrance and kept going with sweats dripping down his face on my face sliding down to my neck along with the tears that was moving down the side of my face in my ears feeling so cold.

I felt so weak and worthless and stupid for allowing him to just take advantage of me like that . I deserved it anyways since I stay with him even though he puts me through hell.

After he was done pounding in me and busted a nut he just got up ,cursed me out and walked out the room leaving me there on the messy bed ,undressed, cold and shivering from what just happened. I layed there looking up at the ceiling crying asking myself,  Why am I still on this earth? Why am I still living? I'm a disgrace to mankind nobody wants me for me, nobody wants to love me nobody would ever like somebody soft like me. All I ever wanted was someone to love me and I thought Tyrone was the one but unfortunately I was wrong.

I finally got up and got myself cleaned and cleaned around the house, then headed out to watch my best friend Rjay play basketball at the court near my house. When things always happen or when beauty busy I always run to him too make things better. Rjay is a funny and live guy and bring my spirits back up when I'm around him and makes me feel loved but I would never date Rjay. Rjay got to many hoes all up under his dick and I don't need all that drama and tension when I already get it from Tyrone.

When I got to the court I notice that same boy I saw at the mall was there running around in the court playing basketball. I never notice him being here, I didn't even know he hangs around here. My best friend saw me and called time out and came running up to me.

"What's up Angel?  let me finish this game and we will head out of here after I'm dine dunking these musky ugly wanna be lebron James boy"

I laughed at him being stupid while he ran back into the game. I sat there catching myself staring at that mysterious boy from the mall. I saw him with no shirt and a red basketball shorts n these black and red Jordan's on. Just looking at his V line and his abs turned me on and the sweat that was running down his abs, looks like he just came out the shower. It was so hard not to stare at him . till my best friend came and picked me up n swirl me in circles holding me tight round in the waist , getting me out my day dreaming moment.

"What you was staring at Missy? Awe u was staring at my fine sexy body Haha I know I look handsome . take a picture so it last"

"Haha let me go and stop dreaming, who lied  to you and told some bull shit like that "

"you just did duh"

Rjay said bye to everyone at the court, till he said a name that caught my attention, when the mysterious said something back. Hold up Best friend knew that mysterious boy because once he said "Messiah" it had me looking dumb founded and happy that I finally knew his name.