"Go have some fun!" my dad says i close the truck door to walk to the field.
I wave at him as he drives off. all i can think is i dont want to be here. i dont want to do this anymore. whats the point if im messrible. I just got on a new soccer team and already they all hate me. im just an outcast here. First of all they all are rude, rich, and stuck up. they just ignore me and make me feel unwelcomed, oh god i hate being new.
i wish i had the passion the way i used to when i was a kid it was way easier then there were no collage coaches and pressure that your not good enough. Now soccer felt like a job instead of doing something i loved, it was just terrible.
Finnaly, the end of practice. well thats at least what i thought.
"Get on the line!" coach yells. oh god we're doing sprints. we all get on the line and the whisle blows and everyone takes off. as im running my knee starts to have sharp pains, oh shit is all i could think. i start to slow down leaving me in last place. and we still have more sprints to go. i try to push through it but i cant. ive been having these pains for a year now and no docter knows what to do. i try running faster, but it only makes it hurt worse. we finnally stop for a one minute break. then we go again for another sprint. i decide i cant take the pain any longer so i stop and jog to coach.
"Coach im sorry my knee is hurting and i cant take it any longer." i explain
"i dont have a problem with that but i find it funny how it was fine the whole practice until we got to fitness." he looked down at me with a hateful glar, oh god i hate this team.he nodded me off that i can go and sit down.
Great now he thinks im a quitter. i decide to get up and finish sprints with them so i didnt feel bad.
When we got done with the workout we all got in a huddle and coach called me out and called me a quitter infront of the whole team, everyone started laughing. After that i went home and cried because i didnt even want to play soccer anymore i just wanted to sing but know one would understand that. they all think i suck, but i dont think i do.
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hi guys i know its a little short but i just wanted to know if its okay so far? ill keep updating and i know its boring right now but i promise it will get a lot better:)
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FanfictionCali grew up playing soccer, beathing soccer, and eating soccer. So since she was born all she thought she wanted to be was a famous soccer player. But now shes 16 and thats not want she wants at all. she wants to be a singer. will she choose singin...
