What I Want

How It Happened

Erins P.O.V

I'm only sixteen and I I'm holding my baby in my arms kissing his forehead. He had martinus' eyes and his tiny hands grabbed my finger. I was so happy but sad at the same time. My mom hid him away from me this whole time. My baby. Mine and Martinus' baby. She was still sitting beside me minding her own business.

"You said my baby was dead" I say. My mom who was gazing at the television. She turns her head to look at me.

"We had to Erin. You are fifteen and you have a child. People would of called you a prostitute. And I won't let that happen to you" she's says. I don't pay attention to her until she says something that gets my attention.

"I'm not fifteen. I'm sixteen. You forget my age. What kind of mother are you. Oh I know the worst kind of mother!" I yell at her.

"Don...don't talk to me like that. I raised your stinky arse so I better be getting some damn respect" she yells back at me. Tinus was now crying.

"Leave...just get out of my sight" i say back to her whilst calming Tinus down.

"Erin. Erin please" she says.

"Leave!" I shout back at her. She picks up her bag and walks out. But before she does she turns around.

"I wish you weren't my daughter. You prostitute" she says. The word prostitute sends shivers down my spine. She leaves the room with a door slam.

I turn my head to look at Tinus' I kiss his forehead again and smile. A single tear falls from my cheek onto his cheek.

* FLASH BACK *

I kissed Martinus cheek but instead of kissing me back he through me onto the bed. He crawled on top of me and pushed our lips together. Then he found himself kissing my neck and taking my shirt of. He kissed further down until he found a barrier so he ripped my bra of as well. I grabbed the duvet as he kissed my two friends. I flipped us over so now I was on top of him.

"It's my turn now" I say taking his shirt of and looking amazed at what I was seeing. I go further down to take of his pants and chuck them to the side of the room . All he had on now was his boxers. I kissed his stomach and made my way down to see a little friend rising. I grabbed his dick through his boxers and rubbed it until Martinus started to moan.

"Stop...Stop teasing me...uuggh" He says as he tries to pull down his boxers. But I'm not allowing him to do that. I still rub his dick through the boxers. But I finally decide to get rid of the boxers. And out pops his now rock hard dick. I play with the tip and he moans again. And then I play with the whole thing. I licked it as it was in my mouth. And I haven't tasted anything better than Martinus dick. I go faster and faster until he was about to cum. But I didn't allow him.

"Erin...I'm...I'm gonna cum" he says. I take his dick out of my mouth and take of my pants and underwear. I get into a comfortable position. And wait for Martinus to insert his dick into me. I was laying on my back and Marcus was laying on top of me he was now kissing me as he was thrusting in and out of me. Each time he did it it got faster and faster.

"Tinus! Tinus...I'm-." I try to say but he puts our lips together. I feel the hot liquid enter me. And nothing felt better. He takes it out of me. I sit up and he's on his knees and in front of my face was his friend. So I decide to wipe it clean with my mouth. I fall back and he lies on top of me. Our faces are inches away from each over. But not until we kiss for a very long time. Our tongues explore each overs mouth. That's until I see Corey standing at the door.

"Erin...Erin" he says with tears in his eyes.

* FLASHBACK OVER *

"Erin...Erin hello. Earth to Erin" says a voice from the end of the bed.

"You..." i say.

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Coreys P.O.V

The bell rang. Tahani and Chidi left first. And then me, Marcus and Martinus left for dance class. Whilst we were walking Marcus held my hand. As we past everyone they gave us looks but that didn't effect us. We didn't separate our hands. We just carried on walking and acted like nothing was happening. Marcus looked at me and smiled and I smiled back. Well I smiled until I ran into someone. Which sent me and Marcus down to the floor because I pulled Marcus down with me. I looked up to see Senna.

"Sorry didn't see you there" Senna says offering me her hand. I grab her hand and pull myself up and I help Marcus up. We just stared at each over for like what felt for a whole year. Nobody talked.

"So this is awkward" Marcus says.

"Yeah, oh shit we gotta get going for dance. See you around" I say holding Marcus hand and rushing of to our class.

"See you around" Senna says. She turns around to see me and Marcus. Next to her stands Lena. Senna whispers something in her ear and Lena does the same back to Senna. Odd.

Anyway we finally arrive to our dance class with Mrs Jones (my favourite teacher) . She teaches dance and drama and I love both of those subjects. And she is just great. Tahani was in dance class as well but Chidi was in some other class.
Martinus was meant to be in dance but he want for some reason. He was with us until me and Marcus bumped into Senna.

"Hey,where's Martinus" I say to Marcus as we enter the changing room. There were only three boys in dance. Me, Marcus and Martinus.

"I...I don't know. He should be here" Marcus says. We were both confused because were the hell was he.