matthew: im not even mad
matthew: i want to be
matthew: hell i should be
matthew: but i cant
chelsea: im so sorry matt
chelsea: i was going to tell you
chelsea: i just didnt know how
chelsea: i didnt mean to hurt you
matthew: im sure you didnt
matthew: but it does hurt
matthew: because i am so inlove
with you & i know i shouldnt be
but i cant help it
chelsea: i love you too
matthew: but its not the same
matthew: you're inlove w zion
chelsea: im not
matthew: chelsea, you are
matthew: the way i look at you
is the way you look at him
matthew: the happiness i feel
when im around you is the happiness
you show when he's around
chelsea: im so sorry
chelsea: i feel like a horrible
person
matthew: you're not
matthew: you cant force
yourself to love me
matthew: i understand
chelsea: stop
matthew: stop what?
chelsea: stop making excuses
for me
chelsea: i cheated on you
chelsea: stop acting like its okay
matthew: im not
chelsea: you are
matthew: what do you want
me to do?
matthew: be mad at you? cuss at
you? tell you i hate you & i never
want to speak to you?
chelsea: yes
matthew: well thats not what i feel
matthew: i want you to be happy
matthew: and if being happy means
being w zion than i guess thats how
things were meant to be
chelsea: can we talk?
please
matthew: im going home
chelsea: ill meet you there?
matthew: virginia
chelsea: what?
matthew: im going to virginia
chelsea: matthew..
matthew: its okay, i promise
matthew: be happy
matthew: i love you
im real life hurt
